Hi... i shall blog about this weird feeling!
As u all know i was once crazy over S.H.E, Hei Se Hui and OuXuan.
I heard a lot of bad stuff about Jeanette's attitude.
So I asked myself why do I still like her? Her attitude suck!!
I liked her cause i find her charismatic but her acting was slightly above average.
So I was tinking to myself... those reasons that cause me to like her is not really VALID. So i stopped noticing her or rather stop watching her shows. Took the side of believing her attitude is bad.
Cause of her bad points, I forgotten what her goods points.
I have been reading Jeanette's blog after the star awards. I guess she handling the blow quite well. Or maybe she is chen qiang-ing...
She blogged everyday and every post is a meaningful post. So i guessed she like the feeling of blogging her every thought~ A slight introvert,she is.
Yey so the weird feeling is... when i knew she didn't got into Top10!
i was actually laughing and gloating!!
How can I do that when me myself didn't experience her bad attitude but instead gloating over her loss? and believing wad other ppl's saying... so this weird feeling came!
HAHA but u know wad... it doesn't really matter. Cause i am just that someone on the streets that Jeanette doesn't know.
I liked her from her being at Chn U till...
Why i cant just stayed on to my beliefs...
Its not about her la... i am angry that i believe wad other ppl's saying...
The feeling of not being myself suck. Even now... i am still wanting to find reason to like her back... hrrhrr anw...
RANDOM FEEL:
Supporting someone doesn't requires that someone to be "hong"!! Labels: Jeanette Ou, LXP
