shld i stay awake de whole night?
cuz i am tinking abt stuff that makes me feel weird weird... very[uber-tammy would say] weird!
its like placed near my heart... a weird empty warm feeling! have really no idea wad izzit? gonna pray abt it!!
after much tinking i guess the feelin i'm havin cuz i am regretin...
been like in CF camp for like 4 days wif gals of 'my age' running ard havin fun sabo-ing each other having girly gal toks. suddenly i feel my secondary life wasnt really rainbow and meaningful. i
misprioritise friends, studies, time, play, GOD!!
regreting is one thing i hate!! super duber hate it!!
friends: i shld have prioritise you properly. apparently as i look back i nv spend time wif friends that mean to me so much now sj i tokin abt you!!
studies: cuz i wan to spend time wif HER but we drift and i was sad so i didnt had de mood to study!!
time: ya time keeps gng tick tick tick DONG!!
play: i play to destress and i eat to destress too...
GOD: sorry... i knw u will forgive me!! but i feel i could have learn so much abt you wif all de time wasted.
woke up at 5.30am tok a cab dwn to bugis wif my sis
sendin her off to melaka, she's dere for a mission trip.
this is like de first time i send her off... i feel so happy and sad at de same time!
sad cuz my sis is leaving and wont be back till like her buffday...saturday
happy cuz God is so real, he make everything possible so these ppl can go melaka to preach de gospel!
feel like composin but i suck at writin lyrics!! and i hope someone can write them for me!!
having TAMMY in mind... hrr she's funny! addicted to her blog now, i guess.
[that was random!]
There is something that i would like to make a stand for but i cant
biscally cuz i am doing it myself... wad a SINNER!
oh well... i am halfway done! resisting temptation and stuff! gettin God to train me.
and den i will make a stand a very strong one that faithfully lasts me till i reach the line...
the golden pearly line!! heaven gates...
bloggin how i feel does make me feel better... good bye empty feeling!!