Me just had a talk with my mom since my kor ann and jie went to thailand for mission trip and my kor Vin in camp... so in our conversation realise my mom been thru so much cuz of 4 of us that is my bro an, jie yahui, bro Vincent and me!! there is this time i actually put my index finger in the fan den of cuz blood start spilting out and everything and my jie is the only one at home wif me den suddenly somthing like that happen of cuz she panic rite [actually think she didn't painic it's only a cut ma] so she jus went dwn to de mama shop and buy me a plaster...

i rmb that my dad is seldom at home cuz he's always at Johore, he work there ma... so to me family is biscally 5 of us my slibings and my ma haha... even though w/o my dad i still have a happy childhood in church and also in skool... i was very notti u knoe... now also la... rmb i heard from my jie that they have to sleep early so they have to sleep at 8 le but 3 of them [i haven come out yet] felt hungry in the middle of the nite so they wanted to sneak out to eat milo not drink hor eat [milo powder] so at that time kor vin the youngest ma then the kitchen is at the end of the hse and in order to get to the kitchen 3 of them have to pass by my ma's room from their room... my ma was sleepin facin the door so anything that goes pass of cuz she knoe rite... so my jie told my kor vin not to let ma see him and the plan was that kor ann go pass first followed by kor vin den jie.... so they carried out the plan...

kor ann went across... reach the kitchen safely so followed by my kor vin den he went [rmb wad my jie said? dun let mummy see u ah...] he reach the other side safely den sudddenly he ran back and shout MUMMY MUMMY!!! CAN SEE ME ANOT?? my jie and kor ann face was like -_-!!! so in the end PLAN FAIL den they hv to go back and sleep lor... hai... but quite funny hor... ha...
i feel that growing up with my slibings build up my sense of humour heh...rmb once i hated drinkin chinese herb medicine but since my ma boil for me le so i have to drink la but i refuse to so 3 of them all bigger den me... 2 of them grab my hand and leg another grab my mouth to force me to drink in th end i drank the whole bowl unwrillingly ah.... i frlt like some POW but so long le... nvm la!!! ok la i go watch show le entertainment 100% haha so tata...

♥ 3:29 PM

yupz at pat place now using the com haha erm... today went to take my spec maroon color very nice heh so ppl look out for the new me ah... ha even though i still de same size haha... last few days slacking la but den hee still got do some work la... life w/o my bro an and jie yahui is quite bad cuz i miss them so much they go thailand wad hope they get somthing for me haha... PRESENTS i love them *eyes sparkle!!* hee... anw i would like to share a story from my past

it happen in primary 3 hee u knoe my skool rite yupz CCKPS... i get to knoe this fren she happen to be in the same class as me she had a younger bro but of the same age cuz they are twins but one boy one gal...
i soon become good frens wif her la she's like really smart and is a prefect totally opposite wif me but we walk home together cuz we live near by at that time got tis show call the "condo heros" a chinese drama series den me and her watch that show so we will tok alot abt that show brings us closer... but me very notti rite got another click in the same class in this click there's is me 3 guys and another gal... the notti one we everytime aft skool go to the nearby ma ma shop and get something late afternoon den go home [that's when my grades drop la]
my another fren name WL[for privacy matters]knew like i everytime folloew them la den she like ask me why? so she suspect i like the guy in the click la who is very notorious one hee.. but obviously i dun la... so she let me la den aft like some time i feel that i really let her down jus thro her like that but at that time she also have other SMART frens la from other class and prefects... i rmb we had a quarrel abt scarificing... i said to her becuz of her i scarifice my time den on the phone wif her den she say her own scarifices la... i feel so sad i nv think of her soon we jus drifted away... when we go on to pri4 we in diff classes le and she is the same... but more frends as she very pretty in our class my that guyfren also like her b4 anw

till now i feel like a hole cuz it's a frendship that u dunno whether izzit complete like i still have qsn like are we still frends do we rmb dose days? and when i grad i went back i saw her and so i said hi den bye so i think we became hi-bye frens hai...

heehee... oh i wanna say i miss u buggie i knoe u very tired nowadays jus jiayou ok? and thankew for being my fren!!! i love u!!

♥ 6:44 PM

havin weird yesh weirld dreamz nowadays and it's weird that i remember them when i wake up yeash very weird dreamt of ppl whu i knoe but they dunno me heh heh dreamt of jeanette aw... and got some more la and nope it's not any wet dream heh heh... my back as usual very pain, pain untill buay tahan till wanna cry but i quickly recovered withe the help of my good frend hee hee she put back a smile on my face heh thanks alot

u knoe when i was young my parents have to go work so when i was pri1 when i jus get into pri skool my parents sent me to this after skool day care centres jus opp my skool so i have to go there everyday after skool my memory of that centre waas quite fady but i can rmb clearly i enjoyed my days there i was quite noisy and notti when i am young now also la but when i was pri1 i WAS quite slim ok!!!! heh dun believe i show u pix ah... but i jus love eating la and of cuz i love the food dere so i couln't remembered why but one day after skool when i went to the centre i had my bath and everybody was eating their lurch i went for 2nd serving... the boys there make fun of me la bla bla bla ah fat fat fat something like tt la couldn't recall [rmbin wad they actually said is jus a waste of braincells] then someone somehow stood up for me and scold them back i actually counldn't rmb wad i felt den u knoe i wasn't sure i was crying but i shld be crying la if not that person would actually stoood up for me la... yupz de person whu stood up for me is 2yr older[ i think] my senior in CCKPS and she is really pretty... i dun tell lies so my impression of her is very deep like fairy come down from heaven haha[lame] her name is CHE YAN heh nv knew her surname... then becuz u knoe pri 1 2 3 is mornin and pri 4 5 6 is afternoon so i couldn't get to see her and i didn't say thankew to her when she stood up for me but i am grateful... then she left the centre me too left the centre den when i was pri4 assembly my class is in de front stage so she and her frens came to de front to take pic of the performance i was bullied dunno who la go pinch me untill blue black then i cry even though i knoe she is there la then she actually went to scold that guy that pinch me la wow very da jie da feeling rite... heh... den me still nv say thankew to her...den it;s like for so many yrs i nv see her le every now and then in my pri day i would see her in pasam malam[nite stalls] but i dun dare to go up say hi la probaly she would rmb... heh den jus last week yup i saw her at the bus stop jus oop lot 1 at one look i reconige her i sit next to her i recalled all the things she did for me and i struggle to say hi anot but when i was abt to my bus came den i have to go but she taking the same bus, she live further down the road from my hse but still hais... so i went home told this to my ma and jie and the luff cuz i was tease for taking 2nd servings... as usual i am use to it heh... i hope to see ther again to say the 2 words which is thankew not love u la!!!! heh... but i wonder will i still have the courage to say that anw i nv seen her for years u know hai...

♥ 1:33 PM

yesh i jus wake up hmm... and wondering wad shld i do later in the afternoon... tink i study ba!! haha i like this lyrics the title is who am i... very nice!!

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt,
Who am I?
That the Bright and Morning Star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart,

Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are,

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am.. I am Yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin,
Would look on me with love,
and watch me rise again,
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me,
Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are,
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,Lord,
You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am... I am Yours, I am Yours.I am Yours,
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?'
Cause I am Yours,I am Yours

IT"S a very nice and meaningful song!!! yupz i love it i knoe alot of my frens love it too... haha
heh... u knoe now the superstar program gng on channel U i saw some of the constants jus now on the net well nv heard them sing but de first impression very impt rite hehe yupz and thier first impression to me is eee why so typical Singaporean look[not trying to insult or wad la it's jus that the looks i see le quite disgusting haha but u nv know until they open thier mouth haha] comfirm cannot win over SunYanzi one sure cannot!! cuz Yanzi number 1 haha... SHE also haha... oka i siao le so long nv see SHE cuz they got this new drama to film hai... but also good la take a break and concentrate on o's!!! haha....

i wrote this song the other day to my fren who can a big mole i will not say the person's name cuz to protect the person from paisehness... haha

courus: oh oh oh... wad a big mole
oh oh oh... wad a big mole
it's name is blacky or izzit hairy
but i know it looks like a mosquito
oh oh oh... wad a big mole
oh oh oh... wad a big mole
i say i love it, u say u don't
but i know she had it since 5 yrs old
oh... big mole oh it rhymes with the letter O!!!

kinna funnier if i say it out haha!!!
ok ppl take care!!! tata

♥ 9:34 AM