=Perfectionist= There is a shortcut to happiness, dance is one of them...

"Silent All These Years"

Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog won't bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
Yeah I can hear that
Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know
But nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me
You never shut-up
Yeah I can hear that

But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his
With her name still on it
Hey but I don't care
Cause sometimes
I said sometimes
I hear my voice
And it's been here
Silent All These Years

So you found a girl
Who thinks really deep thougts
What's so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
How's that thought for you
My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think there's a heaven
Where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker
Do you think it's enough
To get us there

Years go by
Will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by
If I'm stripped of my beauty
And the orange clouds
Raining in head
Years go by
Will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know we're too easy Easy Easy

Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
Let's hear what you think of me now
But baby don't look up
The sky is falling
Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
It's your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin' at you here
Take hold of my hand
Yeah I can hear them

I jus love the lyrics in RED... hai... nice nice nice!

同类

雨后的城市寂寞又狼狈
路边的座位它空着在等谁
我拉住时间它却不理会
有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰

风停了又吹我忽然想起谁
天亮了又黑我过了好几岁
心暖了又灰
世界有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎我们有几次机会
去追
不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵
云在半空中被微风剪碎
回忆也许美可是正在飞走对不对
啦啦...

too bad if u cant read chi... hrr.... i am so mean!! lala...

♥ 2:11 PM

Cried a second jus now not exactly cry la jus teared
cuz of wad selina said to hebe
"imagine both of us died leaving you alone ; watching all the past MV and concerts"
and hebe cried...
selina did that so hebe wil cry wad for? cuz they got a scene in this drama series that hebe's ex BF died!!
Hebe is like de so call icy gal where got cry easily one
haa... so they say things like that to make her cry
hai...
Den ella said during one of the interviews
"but hebe cried when she cant pass the next level of MARIO"
sel:"we are not comparable TO MARIO"
haa.... so funny!!

this is MR Mario!! thanks to this guy hebe cried haa...

hebe cry over mario!!
ahh... ok la some think its stupid to blog abt them la...
i no one to speak abt this la so blog lor...
fine dun like dun read kk.. haa i happy can liao
hai... i MISS them lots... really!!
duno shld go thier concert anot...
looking for sponsorship!!
u can dun give me present for 20 yrs jus one tix will do haa
of cuz front seat la... den...
haa kidding!!

hai...

look as if i am de one taking it hor.. haa NOPE NI MEN BEI BIAN LE[got cheated]
ha... this is frm their blogs... hai

jay de skin looks quite smooth hor...tempted to stretch my finger out to touch his face haa... as if i can go thru!!

my dear ella looks so man somehow... hai no mood la... tink cuz of mensus haa...
oh... SHE WHEN ARE YOU COMING??
shld i really go for the concert?? hai... stupid O stupid me nv pass O!!

♥ 1:45 AM

my back has been really giving me prob these few days
but its not really major ones... dun worry ah
kk
i had a dream 2 nights ago
see i told u i got a ability to rmb dreams
haa
dreamt of J she was at my hse
my hse some how became open concept
from my windows i can see a BLACK sea real close but its sparkling wow!!
real nice and de sun is setting!!
hai... and i just see J's back looking at the BLACK sea
ha... told her abt it and she was wondering?
hmmm is it bad or good hrr
well i dunno

haa... i did something DUMB ytd nite
was listening to yes 9.33 when i was studying
the Dj jiahui is giving out a present frm FAN FAN!!
so i called in... i call for 2 mins and i GOT THRU!!
ah... my heart was like dum dum dum!!
jiahui: ya name is?
i said my name of course
jiahui: wad qsn u wanna ask?
i blank out and said er... i call wrong number!!
[all in chi of course]
HAHAHA.... phew
if you are wondering wad qsn i must ask
actually i must guess the gift by asking qsn...
oh great its so malu...
i send a sms later that i already called in but i said wrong number...

so the Dj- jiahui read the SMS from Yawei which is me
and said: HEY dun worry i wont eat u up!! haa...

phew.... nv feel so dumb in my life!haa... eh i nearly guessed de gift okk..
its a facial wash frm FAN FAN
but i dun need it anyway haa...
DUMB!!

♥ 3:55 PM

ITS CHARLINE"S BUFFDAY!! happy buffdae to you... i love you lots...

i knoe u for like er... 4yrs plus 7mth? haa you been my good bballer buddy
sorry ah those days are real tuff...
but i bet u still cherish those memories even though it suck
charline wong i am very happy
to have someone like you as a good buddy!
ah... even though we seldom like meet now cuz of busy busy...
but once we meet we still have this connection!!
haa... thankew for being my audience
de one that listens to my lame joke and luff... haa thankew
for moltivating me haa in studies and stuff
for being a good fren... eh you know how much i love u ma!!
to a great extent haa...
and i hope that i can be there in the church siting on the bench seeing you in white
cuz you are getting married....
wa i think so far!! phew....
but i really wanna see u XING FU!!
my dear char char...

♥ 12:24 AM

ah... this is brighter!! we love her so much my dear char char.... er not rah ah its char!! hee... dun we look like some gal band... except that Sarah's teeth abit protuding... ha act rabbit ah... me small eyes as ever!

♥ 12:22 AM

we love her when she is so dark!! haa like wads de black black ting for BBq?

♥ 12:21 AM

why my eyes so small... haa eh i quite like this photos... we some how look alike!! YAY!

♥ 12:20 AM

this suppose to be candid.. but my pimple is like so big!! ah....

♥ 12:19 AM

hey!
i've been tagged by Cindy TEH.

7 random things about myself
1.VERY FAT eyelids...
2. i sing in the toilet sometimes i go out of tune
3. i brush my teeth while walking ard the hse
4. i love oldies... CHINESE SONGS
5. i am really a random person
6. i have my own principles when it comes to watching MOVIES
7. i LOVE spiderman the movie not because of spiderman!!

7 things that scare me
1. Anti christ asking me to renounce Christ
2. Anti christ asking me to renounce Christ using friends and S.H.E [shit!]
3. my collection of VCD of movies/ S.H.E album ruin!!
4. HE coming back
5. songs by me are really critise to the max!
6. MY WEIGHT
7. NO money ah...

7 random songs at the moment
1. Qin Mi Guan Xi - Sammi cheng
2. Ring Ring Ring - S.H.E
3. Stars are blind- paris hilton [this is really random!]
4. Candy kisses - Mo wen wei!
5. In christ alone
6. and 7. cant tink of any at the moment

7 things i like most
1. SHE[they are not things]
2. nail polish sparkle sparkle
3. CONCERTS
4. MY NEW HAIRSTYLE
5. my ex camera
6. this computer
7. my guiter

7 people to do this
i dun really want anyone to do this its quite boring haa..... okk i break de CHAIN!!

♥ 2:12 PM

anyway i cut my hair on Thursday!! it makes me rounder haa... eh... my fringe nice hor... only cut halfway!!! haa

♥ 11:42 PM

this is de side!!

♥ 11:41 PM

hey ppl!! i GOT the new S.H.E CD jing xuan album already...
HOT stuff haa...
actually wasnt really excited abt it haa...
cuz i had thier songs beforehand
CHEATING

great event for today is
Ms Lim Pek See form teacher of 4/2 2005
BUFFDAY!!
YAY!!
we surprise her...
we gather the whole class!![only manage to get half but its gd already ok!]
and she was in tears when we surprise her...
i quite lazy to blog abt the details la...
haa just go pat.g's blog laa..
her one very detailed got exact timing somemore..

Anyway... haa
i got this urge to pick up dancing....
anything!!!
SALSA/BALL ROOM/SWING/LINDY HOP/HIP HOP/JAZZ
but i cant la...
problem?
my idiotic back and....
"EH YOU TINK YOU ALOT OF TIME AH? GO COMPLETE TYS!!'

(: oh man.... DISCIPLINE!!

♥ 2:23 AM

it sound stupid but i got this NATIONAL DAY mood!!
'count on me singapore...'
i went to the National parade site
and d/l many many patriotic songs.. yay!!
including pass one and present ones... yay!!

okk... anw quite happy that my tag board is quite active...
ppl cont to tag!!

♥ 12:40 AM

Ello ppl!! hrr... i tink i shall BLOG abt my computer! er... technically it doesnt belong to me...

First panel-My brother,Bernard who calls himself 'ANN ZAI'
reason? his chinese name is MING ANN. His display pic titled ONE saviour, 4given.

Second panel- ME!! and my cute display pic!! the super act cute face that my siblings just cant stand!! so they have to sit[lame].As you can see i am still log and have one unread email...one only wait la...

Third panel-My brother Vincent.Vintage is his nickname online like MSN, MIRC[he stops using that already] Display pic: a gal frm Advent Children. He thinks she is pretty, i tink otherwise!!

Forth panel-My only sister,Yahui/jeanne. Display pic: a little blond gal holding flowers. I tink she wans to be like that little blond gal holding flowers!! hrr... does she even like flowers? hmm.. i nv knew!!

NEXT...

the little white wordings:'this is a picture i took on a double decker bus... cool hor...just that i have no idea wad are they showing on moblie tv[izzit how the call it?]

I have certain items on my desktop for easy accessibility!!
-I got my KFC roster for yr 2006~ To constantly remind me about my Duty in SJCP
-Recycle Bin~ A must have!! to contantly empty unused items. Its quite messy in there!!
-Yawei folder~ Its a personal thingy. Will let you all have a view of it later!
-Mp3 folder~ Its erm ya obviously a FOLDER where i put my mp3 in!! its in D drive so everybody can share it!! lots of songs...
-Next door Microsoft Words~ been working on a story lately. Thinking of doing it since sec 2 ya but it wasnt fulfilled yet.
-Nickname~ its a email i wrote to the producer of Singapore idol to win tix to see the recording. Deleting it later...
-A folder with a date~ that is empty... the date is the blog entry i last stop.Whose blog? secret!!

At the bar below... my start button, Window media player[have to listen to songy!!] and Adobe Photoshop[my handy tool, oh... i tink XIA XUE rawks... her photoshop skills are superb!]
i am on msn too... but with de busy sign!!

NOW...

this is abit personal haa... ok!
SHE folder

i got their pics... videos... thier individuals folder... HEBE ELLA SELINA!! the webby HIM member is the context on thier website which i always forget!
to show you how many pictures i have of them...

neatly filed in folders haa... but i seldom put them in thumbnail form i like it in LIST form.

Twins Folder
Nth much really the same stuff... haa...

Composing Feelings

the songs i have recorded written so far... yups

Frenz [with a star]

all the photos of my frends... different events and clicks...

ME
photos of me... haa i am ZI LIAN haa...!! okk.. shall not let u all see that... cuz i'm abit paiseh...

LYRICS
lyrics of the songs i like... haa... u wan romantised chinese song[han yu pinying]i recommand KARAZEN.COM!

ya... the OTHER folders its stuff... random stuff... more of a storeroom... there is pictures taken by me. BLOG skins that i created, pic of random bands and arties i like... like ou xuan, stef sun, kahlen-american next top model, Kirsten Dunts, milo peng, jac-star idol, lin xiang ping, drama series that i love... recipes!! haa...

MP3 Folder...
to give u a peek of how many songs i have... muhahahahahahaha!!

note: there is 208 item selected... haa... and in those folders are songs... er... minimum of ONE song... haa... siao ah eunice....

kkk thats all folk... this is my computer [not!] and i love it!! hee....

♥ 2:48 PM

and i saw my long ago friend!! daphffy... cool red hair!! i had those like few months ago..? haa she's so different when i first knoe her!! hai...

♥ 2:47 PM

went to Singapore Idol recording didnt take pictures with the contestants though... but ya took one wif siew hoon!! my sis wanted her to get in!! ha...

♥ 2:45 PM

we are euphoric
crazy in greek
this will explain why...
boredcreatedinsanity

enjoy.. got another one!! much shorter one show another time la!!

♥ 1:49 AM

Friends i miss lots... some are near some are far!! but i knoe they are a phone away whenever i near them... err for tabi is sms away... haa... weird to call her on the phone la!!

♥ 12:57 PM

ben ben!!- real name: amanda Benette!! there's why i love her lots... so cute!! missing you lots la can... so busy... hrr... we... had a connection!! one morning durin serve... .erm..dun tink wrongly okk... not that type of connection!! we are good friends!! hee... WO XIANG NI!!

♥ 12:56 PM

JUDE!! i am so missing you!! ah... hope you are safe and happy!! dun worry you will get a BF so cute and B-E-A-UTIFUL!! a blessing frm God dear.... hee you are so far away...

♥ 12:49 PM

the MX team- hai... so adorable their cheeky smiles... hrr!! notti notti must be coming up a plan to sa bo me again... hee MISSING THEM!! ah... sigh

♥ 12:47 PM

the couple... haa yups... miss char and rah... sorry for calling rah char and char rah...

♥ 12:46 PM

someone... haaa missing her lots... cuz she is leaving soon... hee!!

♥ 12:45 PM

now now its promotion time!! SHE new album is out!!
its titled SHE FORVER!! ahh... everyone scream!![siao]

♥ 12:40 PM

hi... went to look at my testimonials that day...
was wondering why so little [74]
den realise i accidentally deleted de front few last yr...
opps... sorry!!

anw the testimonials are sweet...
all havin one comman intention
and same meaning....
all saying that i am funny fun bla bla
am i jus that all...
but looking frm another side... hee
i am FUNNY AND FUN!! hrr

oh well... good to knoe i have lots of friends...
i always have this thought i dunhave any...
like wad sarah j said.... i am gng through a EMO time.. hrr
funny... EMO!
i wonder who invented tis word!!
i shall check the dictionary....
logaically it comes from the word EMOTIONS....
the dictionary.com said:
er it took very long to give me a respond... so i assume there is no such word
so its a lingo!!! so dun write that in ya compo ah...!!

♥ 12:33 PM

HI!! currently bored now after studyin... ok la i shall tell u de changes of my beloved HEBE hmm... maybe i shld tell my changes yuck bleahs,,,

♥ 5:08 PM

eee... ah lian hair!! haa.. poor gal... ok la i dun like her at first cuz of this hair... very diao look ah.. hrr de same for first 2 album!!

♥ 5:08 PM

ah they cut the ah lian hair away!! isnt it better now... her face can be seen clearly.. fresh look... mei li xing shi jie album!!

♥ 5:07 PM

hee chio hor... not much a diff... but i guess they lettin grow longer...together album!!

♥ 5:04 PM

eee... totally dun like this fringe... hai... i tot they will let it grow!! ya they let it grow but why cut de FRINGE!! ah... from superstar album

♥ 5:03 PM