depress! nv been so depress in my life before...
my heart really hurts!!
i misplaced my past christmas cards and letters from my friends
which includes Jean's.... hai!!
very very sad... :(

cried ytd nite [stress!!] and i wanted to look at a letter by buggie which i will always looked at whenever i feel sad!! aparently when i went to look for it!! i jus couldnt rmb where i last put all my past letters!! so i end up crying more!!
hai... i dun wan to forget those memories i once had...! :(

THANK GOD that the traces of blood found in my urine is gone!!
that may led to kidney failure... imagine eunice weight down by the disease!!
anw.... THANKS for everyone who prayed...
so sorry to grace, huishan, denise for worrying!! i didnt knoe u all were THAT worried!!
my reaction was like OH ok lor... when the doc told me there is blood in my urine...
but u all were like: how how? how? dun tok abt it later when Grace come later she cry...

thru this experience it shown me my true friends (: hee
even though how i wish buggie is here right now...
came across a servemate who is buggie's schmate... they belong to the same clique according to him... hee
was conversing with him abt buggie... and wa!! i feel like crying hrr... ridiculous i know!
i jus miss her alot... and of cuz... hai things are not the same anymore!!

(:(:(: may i find my letters soon!! i rely on that particular letter too much...
btw that letter encourage me alot whenever i feel very down... it makes me feel very special!
cuz my fren wrote my name many times on a foolscape paper in different colours!! (:

Labels: buggie, depress

♥ 11:19 PM

wrote lyrics at the bus stop while waiting for SJ... [but its not for her la]

永远快乐
我站在原地
一直想着你的踪影
请不要忘记
那些快乐的回忆

从新加坡寄你一封信
只想要祝福你

我希望你永远快乐
不只是生日快乐
然后用你的笑容
找你想要的幸福
我要你快乐!

Labels: composing

♥ 10:22 PM

Its been a long weekend...
on sat... met yiwen and marlene!!
Aution at Suntec convectional centre... SHE aution thier shirt for charity. (:
with the starting bid of $108 each!! wa... JAW DROP! [marlene: for charity ma!]
and one fellow won the BID!!! he offered $1314 for hebe's shirt!!
wishing that he will be with hebe for yi sheng yi shi [forever] GROSS!!
but hee rich hor...!
ella and selina's shirt got a bid of $700 plus.

After which we went to marina Square to visit arron! hee had swensen icecream float! yum!!
then we went plaza sing [yiwen wanted to buy drum sticks]
OU RAN de yu jian junchuan, shao fu, xi zhou, jia xin!! haa
and went kbox with them....whoosh and much later sherly joined us!
it was fun la... gng as a big grp haa but nv sing much songs!!

WHY DO UNCLES DUN LISTEN!!! ESP BA CHO MEE UNCLES??
i ask for NO CHLII! and they gave me ALOT instead one whole tea spoon!!
sorry that i cant take the spiciness... BUT why dun u listen!!

my throat now is like in a wrack... having spicy ba cho mee before a kbox session is a NO NO thing!! hrr serve me right hum...
SUNDAY!!!
after AGM which i didnt go... hrr
alyss, ruth, nath, esther, toh toh and me went LOT one!!
my dear cousin went to pierce their ears!!
i rmb long time ago i really want to pierce the soft bone at the top of my ear!!
but when i went with them... i didnt have the urge to do that... hmm!! i wonder why?

Afterwhich they came my MESSY pig sty!!
We played abit of PS2 and watched HEROS!!
haaa... ALL OF US IS ADDICTED TO HEROS ALREADY!!
so cool... but we watched 2 episode... and ruth said!! ok its enuff of heros for one day!!
its kinna taxing on the brain!! haa... hero= chim stuff!! not easy ok...

I LOVE HEROS!! and i shall admit!! i prefer heros to GREY!!
it has subtitute CSI and GREY...
eh... i still like friends!! but its diff that is a sitcom!

ok... BYE!! off for more heros!

Labels: Ambience, SJCP

♥ 6:32 AM

I went to SATA jurong for a medical checkup!!
the doc say i have to do lots of things... hai MA FAN!!
Including getting a letter of diagnose from my HSP doc.


anw... i reached the place at 12 plus... and when i finally got a number the nurse ask me to take my lurch too... apparently i went to the arcade!! haa
[couldnt resist the temption!!]
played for awhile before getting something to bite...
and my phone rang


But the atmosphere was so awkard when i pass her my medical form for her to take my height and weight haa... HER FACE WAS SUPER PISSED!!
oh... i am still overweight HAA not surprise!!
but clearly the measurement states 159.5
but the pissed off nurse rounded it up to 160!! so nice of her even though she shouted into my ear on the phone.. THANKEW

Oh ya abt my previous post.. hee who give a TOOT on noses!!
except me?? haa... so forget it la

but for the fun of it...
out of all the noses...
my number one favourite nose is...

i like the her nosetrils part... hmm not the hole!! but the little cap thingy [levator labii superioris alaeque nasi]... its very... i dunno how to say it... its very NICE! haa i lack vocab HELP!

SECOND is...

i love her bridge[procerus]... speechless!! thin and tall but not making her look so ang mo!

Third is...

i love the tip of her nose... (: hee

i wonder how it looks like if its put tgt! haa...
anw i reseach on noses!! to see whether there are other PARTS OF THE NOSE...
and there is the names of the muscles near the nose!!



enuff of noses... (:

hee... i have nothing to do tml again... but wad is making me kinna happy is that!!
i got GOOD COMMENTS that ezann adds really WELL... i thank everyone on her behalf haa!!
happy u knoe... cuz i am her FAN!
means my YAN GUANG is rite... my yang guang that she acts real well.... hee

♥ 10:01 PM

NOSES
As you all know... Eunice loves sharp noses! so here is my top 10 noses!!
[not according to...]

but to make it fun... hee (: guess whose noses these noses belong to... HA






hmm... shall show u the whole face ah... den try to mix and match??


answers another time okk.. (: see ya!!

Labels: noses

♥ 10:02 PM

FRIDAY
There was ruth, nath, joycelin, toh toh, esther, aimin, alyss, deqi and me~!
We gather at a place called bugis and started catchin up with each other.
We decided on a movie called "stomp the yard" which got 2.5 stars rated by TODAY newspaper.
I had to buy 9 tix[$81] but the attandant gave me a offer to me to buy a vouncer booklet instead which is $85. In that case i will have one vouncer extra with the price of 4 bucks~!

The vouncer stated a DATE: 16 march 2007
toh toh : hey doesnt it means we have to use the extra vouncer by today?
As we couldnt find any friends to come down to USE the vouncer, we embarked on a mission to give the vouncer off to a stranger that needs it rather then letting it go to WASTE.
[i wanted to sell it la... but er... i scare mata CATCH me~!]

So while we are having our dinner at Yoshinoya... i noticed something. A small lettering of font 4 under the terms and conditions section of the vouncer...
Valid for 12 months.
Immediatly i show it to Toh toh, a sudden "HUH" expression took place.

I feel kinna dumb to give away a free tix that lasts for one year which cost $9.50!!
Well at least i paid 4 bucks for it. hai~! oh well... i could have watch music and lyrics with it!!
BUT HEY~! we enjoyed the movie don't we? STOMP YARD = COOL~!
TNT EXPLOSIVE boom~!

SATURDAY
Event:Worship seminar
Time:9am [came at 7am]
Place: SJCP
Organise by: SMSS CF
Speaker: Ps. Glenn
Guest: Sonic Edge

I helped out as a leader :)
I nearly... nearly for a split second... nearly lose my temper when i held discussions with my group cause they were too quiet!!
ME: So do you understand what wad said? What do you think?
GROUP: (silent) *sound of insect noise in the forest*
some guy in my grp saying how he felt.... bla bla bla... [give other ppl a chance, will you]

anw...
alter call after the mini sermon
i didnt want to go up at first cause i wasnt ready into like coming back to him.
But i sense the Holy Sprit urging me go and recomit my life... IF i am not ready... ask God to make me ready!!
and i did... while i was praying
a stranger came up and prayed for me...
her words was spot ON!!
Questions that i had was answered! Thank God... and it was so so amazing!
The tears just can't stop after being assured by him... :)
SUNDAY
i left church halfway to audition for a play called "short and sweet"
er... not figure wise BUT u know... a sentence shld be SHOT AND SWEET?
anw it went well... except that i didnt know i have to come prepared... a little skit or something to showcase my acting.
HEY I AM A NOOB~!

THE GANG: sus, jamie, dot, tammy, sam, ashley, siyi

after spending so much time with them at many many events and having to come to realise that after their O's except for sam when they graduate... i wont be able to see u guys that often already!!
OH NO~!... i will miss u all~! really.... my heart out to you~!
ahh... this is so sad... boo hoo hoo~!
i jus love the weird things each of you all do... (:
meanwhile... i shall cherish the fun times we have~ HA HA... (:
i practically SEE you all grow up er... not sure abt siyi... she that short :x opps~! hrr
[note to siyi: you know i am kidding dont you :) ]

hee... Sam is not graduating that soon... hee yay~! i love bullying her... (:
its a joy... haa that expression is PRICELESS~!

when you got to go... you can chose to stay or GO...
BYE cuz i chose to got.... haa crap...

Labels: CF, God, movies, SJCP, The Gang

♥ 1:14 AM

hey ppl... jus finish watchin the 9pm show... making miracles
feeling so sad haa.... ironic i am still luffing abt it~!
Ezann's role- Xiao Ai... so cute ah
but its very sad la to see xiao ai got rape by the bus driver and got pregant AGAIN~!
Which she have to go thru a abortion... :(
there is one scene she wanted to jump off the building cause she is scare of the operation...
hai cant help but teared...

Even though her lines were only "jie jie i am scared of the operation" [she repeat alot of times] and "jie jie sorry"
she really acted convincingly... jus cant help but to feel for her... putting yourself in her shoes...
i bet she wasnt only scared of the operation but the loss of the little life in her...
she wont knoe ah actually since she is intelleual challange but it can be felt that there is a little life inside of her... :(

oh did i mention when Ezann say sorry.... it is de cutest thing on earth HAA... that was RANDOM~! anw i nearly feel like smashin the TV when that driver guy touch her knees~! *rolls eyes*



CLAP CLAP~!! well done.... Best supporting Role is YOURS~!

(: cinda is coming back~!! yay~! horray... miss her lots~!
i miss jean too... hai... we are seperated by buildings seas and mountains...~!


now... for happy stuff~!
drum roll.....
lets
welcome
JULIA TO NANYANG POLY~!!
yay~!! happy belated birthday gal... loving u lots~!!
MORE LURCH APPOINTMENTS PLEASE~!!

Labels: ezann

♥ 10:16 PM

recently i haven had any appitite for food...
last sat i ate botak JONES which is super filling... from then onwards... FOOD= puke
and i keep LAO SAI-ING~! ahh..
but its gettin better... all laosai finish liao... hrr

i met up with rah today at lot one... suppose to have elai, mei yee and agens too! but they couldnt make it... :(
we had pizzahut! i was still very full from botak jones... but still ate... HAA have to wad!! its my lurch cum breakfast.
afterwhich i caught a movie- HAPPY NEVER AFTER
its boring... expected more since it wad produce by producers of SHERK!!
had a headache during the movie cuz its too boring le!!
no more adult/teenage humour... they went back to the basics, targeted grp - CHILDREN!
so its boring... even though its like wa nice and stuff... but i kinna expected wad will happen!
after the movie we walk ard LOT ONE... wa leg pain ah...den we chilled at Elai's hse! haa
and i ran home to watch making miracles!!

i finally found BE WITH ME dvd... i kept it in a corner of a shop... when i have $$ shall buy it! (:
GOD please temperary blind ppl who are in the shop looking for that DVD!
its $29.90 ohmy!

i haven got my orientation package... hee i am gettin excited over startin sch! hrr
to see many many ppl and make many many new friends!! HEE (:

yeeps i miss jean~! (: wondering how is she...
meeting ppl on fri! catchin a movie orsoemthing...

MY WALLET IS CRYING~! i dunwan to spend also... \: money hard to come u knoe... :(
cravings- cheesecake~! buy for me? ke yi ma? *act cute voice*

Labels: lot one, random

♥ 1:26 AM

i jus cant sleep tossing and turning on my bed...
had lots of stuff on my mind lately... illusions non futual stuff...
reality seem to be very far away... but somehow i enjoy being, staying in false dreams
GOD HELP ME if this carrys on i may have depression haa.... why i am not sad la...
face reality dude! stop duging in day dreaming....

look at my pok pok face!! i am like super nervous la... hrr (: but i kept my cool... wont wanna embarrassed myself infront of her rite!?
but when takin the pic... i told her: hey i bend my knees so you will look taller in the pic ok? she luffed... haa!(: i kinna regretted that taking this photo... haa i forgot to take out my bag... and it looks so ugly!! ha...
at the baby fair... talking abt the new children prog... ezann acting as a 19yr old help that little gal there... to earn money... to redeem her parents from the fiary... (: quite cute hor the storyline!! i will wanna watch too if i didnt have church... cant they repeat?

pics i took last sun!! hee (: ezann really acted real well in 9pm show, making miracles!! applause please... i am so proud of her.... i watch the whole of the 9pm show jus to see her weeny bit scene which lasted at most 10mins... hai~ may she get the lead next time!! there is no doubt that she can act!! jus give her the chance to! and she will make it big... lots of hope pinning on her... please come back soon after studying...

i checked already it takes 3 yrs to complete a biz course at local biz.. oh man i have to wait for her!! hai... meanwhile haa i do my poly dip!! hee

missing someone is really a torturing thing
worse u cant see that person...
you cant tell the person you miss him/her
but its a special feeling...
full of mystery and hope...
when are u gng to see that person?
a single small news from that person means a whole lot to you...
and after stop missing that person...
do u miss missing that person?
haa... cuz all day long your mind only consist of that person
your whole world revolves ard that person
you tink of that person
you tok abt that person

AND NOW ITS A HABIT!!
the sudden stop of missing leaves u feel empty..
and you ask yourself dun you miss missing that person?
ahh... missing someone is torturing!!

Especially when i feel like gng to the Zoo i will Always tink of your Nano for i am going Nuts over you!!

off to watch... KO one!! hoo...

Labels: ezann

♥ 3:33 AM

WHEE... i am finally gng somewhere moving on...
verdict is out...
Nanyang polytechnic, Multimedia & Infocomm Technology

at first i wasnt like happy nor sad... cuz i kinna forgot wad izzit abt! haa
clueless... but after much reading hee i ruffly got an idea of wad izzit hee funny nia!

rah called to say WELCOME TO NYP!!
macham like some ambassedor hee many were happy for me too THANKEW...

argh... wth!! attitude suck like shit! hee terrible guy!! argh...

EZANN- i am so gng to watch the 9pm, making maricles today!! whee.... ezann rox!!
Tml is K box time!! with Cindy and RAHRAH!! hmmm wad song to sing lay.... tink sing yanzi again ba since rah sing most of her songs...!! (:

happy day to me!!

Labels: ezann, results

♥ 4:17 PM

i saw her...(: happy for life!
really brighten my day... really!! to me... its morning now!! haa
(: eunice is very very happy!!

Labels: ezann

♥ 1:32 AM

4.2 ppl never fails to disappoints me!!

yups before that i met wen to go town to get pits
and i bought myself a expensive gift!! a bling bling!!
always wanted a bling bling!! HAD FUN WITH HER LA!!
like gng out with her... she is like my shopping friend!! haa
i spend lots of money whenever i am with her hrr... RETAIL-THERAPHY!!

6pm... met peeps (: many turn out!! yay!! familar faces!
i miss geri lots la... and she came!! so exciting...
she really became so much beautiful!! hrrhrr whee not bad ah NARI!
after dinner cum catching up session at pastamania we went to mrs LAU's hse

she is so nice can.... (: gave angbao... small token she say... but quite alot of money lay!! give 15plus ppl!!
we were luffing luffing!! tokin abt CLASSROOM stuff... (: misses memories!!
and for the whole nite i am having like luffing gas... luffing at the slightest things!!
hee(: think i really am happy!! hrrr... (:



oh oh steamboat tml! yay!!... i am broke la!! side effects of retail theraphy!!

Labels: 4/2

♥ 12:35 AM