hai... it's raining now!! and i don't feel peaceful wad can i say think cuz i am tinking of sumone whom i think i drifted apart with! sad sad i knoe it's sad... well to me!! hai.. wad can i do i am now sure i am lost cuz i can't do anything!! i jus let time pass me by....
enuff of tt... its jus ytd i feel dat i hav no future ahead i really dun hav de confident to take my o's making me dunwan to study!! ah... jus study la !!! dun care liao....
i hate to go thru such process it makes me wonder how ppl survive, my tinking is tt studying is not impt its jus for status!! even though i long for a status in my life i still dun like de idea of holding a status [ refering u knoe getin a job car $$ face] if u say it nicely its havin my mind of my own but if u tink it in a other way its stayin in my own comfort zone!! *i dunwanna come out!!* i am lazy i guess but looks like i hav no choice!! *tearing*[kidding la eunice so man will cry mehz!!] haha...
'seaching for answers i can't see, hoping someone would put me thru
for now this time what can i do, tryin to hav faith but feeling blue'
kinna lame hor!! heehee... anyhow came out wif it one!! yeash good news i finish recording my lastest song titled:
wad you left behide come and take from me la i send to u if anyone wan to listen.... here's de lyrics if u tinking wad it means... heh well it's abt my dad...
What you left behide
i seen u in different ways
but have u ever look upon me
shut up u dun even have to say
the lies that u told i threw it away
[ it doesn't matter now that u're gone,or if u stay
u dun bother how i ever felt scram and leave me be
now all the burden is gone, finally off me
but i'll make another mistake to hate u]
*how do i ever bring myself
[dun need u ,can't stand the sight of u, stop the nonsense u coward]
how do i stop the tears
what's ypur intention dun you realise u left a scar in my heart, in my heart, in my heart
aren't you are the one that beat her up
the shame and the tears she's holding on
dun prove it disgusting freak
i dun hav any more to say , i rest my case
B: why do i ever had u?
can u ease my pain away and be that perfect one
why do you put me into this
it's hard to hide away and that's what i am trying to do now
i didn't want the lastest toys
i only want the love or maybe more
are you sorry for wad u've done
cuz i will i will leave de past!!
