mesmerise my heart...

Love is...

2008-01-14T05:29:00.000+08:00

i just finish watching 斗牛要不要... some love triangle show...
hai... i realize that every time... i will always feel sad for the @ that keeps giving giving and keep giving even though the person they love will never feel that same way back...
and i always wished that the ending will be that the person will realize that the @'s love and love @ back.

when the ending is not like that... i will probably curse and swear or just simply feel sad la.
i will put myself in @'s shoe and say...
my thoughts : wa if its me i will sure heart pain till die... i may kill myself!!... WAIT!! if like that hor they will have the chance to be tgt... :( probably heart pain till numb cannot feel anything... tears cant even flow.... wa SO KE LIAN!!
But like what they say [i have to no idea who is they] Love is not something that is earn by credits.
And its not something that you can force. suck hor... :(
anw...
-during work i feel so MEN! cause i kinna worrying about something... :(
-Wanted to do some project stuff but stop halfway cuz i really feel stress!!rmbed Buggie told me b4 that i can't handle stress.... hai yo~~
-kee sms me suddenly... asking how am i? weird but surprised cause has been busy to contact her. really miss her but has been busy... good that she is studying very hard now... she say SHE VERY GUAI... but its according to her la HRRHRR (: oh well.... jiayou for A levels!! k... kiwi~!
-tml is eng's presentation OH NO~!... i haven sleep YET LO! haha opps...

Random feel : Love is a double edged knife... It can save you from harm as a weapon and also hurt you.

sucky feel

2008-01-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

I pray for the EMO-NESS to VANISH!
it does feel sucky to feel disappointed!
cheer up zan... but thats all i can do... hai feel so useless :( :(

Anw i worked today
den something happen quite funny
got one customer ordered chicken breast...
den i say izzit turkey breast or chicken breast
den he say chicken
den i say... oh.. jus making sure cuz over here there is 2 kinds of breast
when i turned to do my work... i realised wad i said it wound so wrong.. GASP!

anw... emo-ness suck!

my choice

2008-01-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

As i walked home... i thought of wad i really wanna do in the future.
i tot of being a composer, graphic designer.
i did a mini mind map in my head...
if i wanna be a composer or graphic designer wad steps must i take to get closer to my goal.
den i thought... of zn and her ambition... she said she wanna help a lot of ppl... and being a gyny allows her to do that.
And i thought to myself... is being a composer or graphic designer benefit anyone?

immediately, i prayed that i let God just takes things in his hands...

(: den i thought whether i should quit my job cause its really affecting my studies but i do need the $... for future use and also for my own allowance... but it always suck when money hard earned and so easily spent!!
hai hai hai...
and once again i may risk gettin debarred from PMP exam....
its like 8am la... den i keep oversleeping... AHHHHHHhh!
sian diao... super sian....

i promise i will study harder but now i tink i dun have the time... abit late ah :(
i did quite alot of reflecting hor today...

okok i shall load up logos that i have been doing so far for Yverlasting yvonne Fan Club...
i did alot of version and each version got better after many tries... notice the evolve...

ok i shall reflect more... i dunno... somehow i dun wan to be a loser in the future and not do anything... :( zn made me think more...

suan suan

2008-01-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

my xin(heart) is currently very suan.
its like for the first time... i feel my heart actually exists...
i have never been so sad before.
its so injustice and my heart is just broken for the time being...

i tried to distract myself la.
but yey as Jeanette and Esther always say "there is always sunshine after the rain."
but my immediate response to esther was.... why! so far its been rain after rain... why so long!
when my sunshine coming...
hai that is when patience comes in.

ok la... before u all tink wrongly that i got dumped or wad.
i am emo-ing over the guitar.
apparently, the organizers cant compensate me. Its either i have to fixed it myself or liaise with yesmine the guest singer that day who accidentally dropped my guitar...
my friends told me to get $ from her... but i rejected that idea immediately!!
cause i jus hate tokin abt $ really... i HATE tokin abt $...
so when i receive news that i cant get a compensation...
even though no one is to blame... but i really feel somehow i am a victim la.
so my first reaction was ANGER! den it later summer downs to sadness... its really just some uncontrolled mixed feelings that cause my tears to roll down.
and worse~! no one is there to help... at that point of time.
and tokin abt it just cause me to cry more... i cant control la!

i guess it hit me even more... tinking that all this are hitting me by waves~!....
-loss of my wallet which includes my ezlink card ic card which i haven go and make yet.
-my guitar
-my hp
ya da ya da go on and say that its all earthly stuff... stop crying! and move one...
hey! its hard ok... so fark off...

so yey... gng to just save and fix my guitar which causes $100 or below. stage of moving on...
its not abt the $... cause it can be earned.
But its de sentimental value. Once broken even though it fixed... it will still have a scar. a stain. a mark...
that is why i thank God for fixing our sins... without leaving a stain, scar and a mark.
my heart!! its damn pain.

A new year~!

2008-01-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

Feels weird that i have to write 2008 instead of 2007 whenever i write down dates.
Well First day of school is like weird... i tot its a tues and so planning to go school at 12 but NO!
its a wed... and i have to be school at 8! so waking up at 9am thinking i woke up early.
Rushed down and managed to get my attandance done (:

i got 2 warning letter liao.. opps =x
Got flu from zhengning. Sniffing non stop... but i feel so much better le.
Thanks to not sleeping in front of the fan and drinking lots of water.
Wondering why i got it from her? Cause the other day...
as she sniff out... i purposely sniff in...
haha didn't expect i really got it from her. WAHAHAHA

last nite i was quite emo.... but i duno even knoe why.
HAHA but i used that feel to compose some songs... and to improve the hook of love insurance.
(:

Expected fun~!!

2007-12-30T03:29:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone pew is here (: happily blogging.
Have been receiving comments that my blog lags ppl's com~! so wad shld i do?
improve my blog? delete past post? or shout... GO BUY A NEW COM!!

anw... (: happy back again!

SAT,29 dec'07
Joe and wei yen's wedding at St Andrew Cathedral.
Grand grand grand....
spectacular hymes... i like all the hymes chosen (:

Yvonne Lim Outing At Seoul Garden
I met the aud, jean and kaevan at the cityhall mrt at 4pm.
And after that we proceed to Seoul garden. (:
After which xin gave me a card to draw and i drew the little gal on the swing HAHA...
credit me k (: the great artiest pew!!In my mind i was actually picturing the gal as this...

but the results was like super weird haha i cant draw la :(

going on... i was like nervous with all the butterflies in my stomach so i took my lappy out to play (: and when Aud came in and say...
"Yvonne is come anytime... she just called me"
my heart nearly dropped but i continue to play my lappy.
So when yvonne really came... at a glance she said hi to everyone and suddenly stop at me and said: "EH aren't you the one that came for my movie premier"
WAAAAAAAAAAA she remembers!!!
oh my tian~~ *angels coming down throw flower,throw flower*
den yada yada she settles down... den we started to get food and everything.

side track abit... seating arrangements of that day is!!
hrrhrr good that i didnt sit across her (: hee... but she was nice to like mingle ard (:
She started talking to jean, Audrey and kite.
Den after which she move left abit to tok to jiamin who is very very quiet!
macham every word spoken i Gold like that.
i heard that Yvonne went to approach her to ask her speak more dun shy lay... haha!!
Den after which she came to sit next to me and mingle with the sam's family...
Geavin is very very cute and witty...
G: Hey...what is 10 X 10?
Yv: eh... plays with fingers... i dunno? tell me what izzit?
G: 100 la~!! * looks super hao lian but in a good way*
pew nudge yv's elbow and say : eh u act stupid ah
Yv: of cuz la...

Then i asked Geavin wad is his hobby?
G: OH... i like to jog...
G: i like to play bball...
Yv: uh huh
G: i like to buy toys
Yv: wad? wad u say?
G: i like to buy toys!!
Yv: muhahahhahahahahamuhahahhahaaha

hrr interesting la!! its like our term of I LIKE TO SHOP! but the money is taken from our parents...

and there is this weird convo that went on...
G: you know hor i play ultra man @##(@#@$(#@ silver @#%(@#_@ red @#(@$VLKNEJ@)O$@NWvarv@....
Yv: OH REALLY AH!!
Pew: You understand what he just said ah?
Yv: i only heard silver...
PEW was like erm chio-ing like shit!!

hrrhrr... so funny la.. then after which we ate ate ate talk talk
talk abt her security measures she did everytime she is china
hai worried for her... very unsafe u knoe.. but heng she knoes how to take care of herself (:
Grown up daddy's gal...
oh ya tokin abt her dad...
we were talking about star awards...
yv: HANOR!! my dad everytime like ghost come support me also nv say appear behide me i shock until...
pew points behind window.... eh there your papa!!
yv shock and looked back... gave the chey look and said: wa piang i tot really lay...

Oh ya... hmm wad happen next ah... got one part i know xin, jiamin and kite went toilet~!
so i nothing to do... so i show geavin the mouth trick that i always do la... den aud and yvonne saw it...
Yv: hey u got ever consider of going the industry as a comedian a not?
pew: ...
i was dumbfounded den i said: i compose songs one (:
Yv: wuuu....

but could you imagine wad izzit like if i did say yes??!! oh my tian... she could have recommend me to Jack neo or something MUAHAHA... =x

aiya many things happen and i guess i really had fun.... cuz after the meal we took pics and we walked yv back to her car as she drove xin, kite, aud and jean to some mrt...
and while walking the public's faces was like.... WA~~ yvonne!!... eh isn't that yvonne?
some are like eating their food... den their mouth open big big~! hrrhrr wad a fun sight...
(: den we were like some body guard guarding her as she open the way... (:

she scolded us when we gave gifts to her la... she shouted that next meeting it will be NOTHING!
but hor.. not fair!! she gave all of us chocolates lo... which after which we all gave her to write msg for us (: haha and she paid for the FOOD!! at seoul garden... OH MY TIAN!!
suppose to go on dutch la...
14 ppl... each 30bucks = 420!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so scary the amount!! can buy on DS LITE!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OH MY TIAN~~~~~~~~~!!!!!

den as we approach the carpark i buay tahan i asked yv....
pew: yvonne why are you so NICE? Yv: huh?? gave that shock look...
den everyone laughed.... haha cuz its de qsn that i wanted to ask for so long
then in the end...!! i got NO ANSWER!!
she is so so nice la.. before she left in the car she told me that the song that i gave her hear is really nice and i should continue to jiayou... hee
i am smiling like this now...
-________________________________________-

ok la pics time!! grp photos i haven get yet but this is wad i got so far...
i know madness... (: but i am happy... my siblings aren't.. i am like getting a plastic cover to protect it...
It said: dear eunice haha! you thought i donno who you are but i do!
The very funny eunice!! yvonne lim!!
failed attempts of tou pai-ing her.... (: haha and finally got a CLEAR ONE! but my head got cut off! YV said: eunice ni hen SALA la ni....

okok i hope u had fun reading my blog...

Random Feel: Must you have a reason to be nice to someone?

messages

2007-12-28T03:35:00.000+08:00

Alrite simple response that got me quite happy the last few months (:

Anyway... yep i dyed my hair today... i personally dun tink that there is any diff.
but my sis says it suits me (: so i will take her word(: thanks... she dyed it for me (: haha
I read yvonne's 30 days blog of her quiting smoking... Do check it out if u are free and is intending to quite smoking...
i read thru the whole thing today.. and wow its really not not easy...
And i am so so proud of her that she manage to quit! ppl its not her first attempt... its her third!
and she has been smoking for 5 years... SUPER HARD CAN~!
so now i can say to all my friends who SMOKE... please please QUIT! cause if Yvonne can do it so can u!!

Find ur reasons to quit... don't only quit for ur friends and family! quit for urself!!
your health!! ur future- family & child.[set a good example]
After finding that reason... constantly remind urself.
Oh ya... lessening the amount of stick u smoke doesnt equals to quit.
You jus smoke lesser... but overall u still SMOKE!
This is Eunice's simple shoutout~!!!! PLEASE...
thanks (: heehee
ohya... u save so much by not smoking too~!

Random feel: A temptation is always a temptation and will remain as a temptation unless you respond to it.

meaningless

2007-12-27T03:55:00.001+08:00

Recently... i have been tinking that this SEM...
i have been living my days quite meaninglessly....
i got a part time job that got me so busy with... realize i am "loner" in poly now.
except in SA la... but nv regret joining orion which i made lots of nice ppl.
studies... wad abt studies... ok i am so so far behind~!
shall read notes tml! really~!!
family... hmm everyone is so busy...
God... hai~ stagnant~ i need a revival~

Ppl.... if u are free... go to Jeanette aw's blog! its meaningful plus... she blogs everyday~ (:
and glad that the blog doesn't have any tag board... so ppl can't hurt her with unsightly words...(:

okok... this coming sat is an eventful and busy day~! many places to go and stuff to settle.. oh no~! God bless me... (:

-Zanny's gathering to settle
-Yvonne's gathering to attend

(: broke broke broke too... please donate to pew's fund (: thanks for ur donation...
transfer $ to ..1111111111 hahaa (:

RANDOM FEEL: Too much of something Good is NO good.People need to live in a world of balance (:

its different~!

2007-12-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

Dear blog... As you all know... i have been having this Christmas mood even before Christmas!!
And i guess it kinna died off... HAHA so MERRY CHRISTMAS~!
notice i use Christmas and not Xmas....
cuz Christmas... de Christ.... stands for CHRIST~!=== Jesus Christ!

As for Christmas eve... i practically slept the whole day off till my brain was fried!
i woke up at 10am... and went back to sleep at 12... den i woke up at 1.45 look at my hp and went back to sleep.... woke up at 2.45... looked at my hp den went back to sleep... woke up at 3.45... looked at my hp den went back to sleep... and 4.45 i finally ROSE FROM MY ~~GRAVE~~ BED! to watch baifenbai~! OH MAN~! i am so pig!!...

anw this year is different... i didn't prepare any gifts or cards... tml for church!
i am jus going to give wishes!! (: and SMILE of cuz!! haha
this year is different... presents didnt came across my mind. Not giving but receiving...
cousin xiao xuan gave me my first present... and for a sec i was asking myself what's the occasion??!!

haha... weird but yey true! Eunice for once didn't treat Christmas a day to receive gifts! (:
ever since i was a ~~cute~~ little gal all i want for Christmas is gifts and more gifts...
den i will tend to like compare the amt of gifts i had last year and this year... TSK TSK TSK~!
if it was lesser... i will go into emo state... and start to sing....
LAST CHRISTMAS I GAVE YOU MY HEART THE VERY NEXT DAY YOU GAVE IT AWAY~~

(: this christmas.... i am happy and satisfied with a simple MERRY CHRISTMAS~!
maybe accompanied with a simple hand shake or a hug!

Random Feel: A simple sincere wish is enough to make a person smile~! (: Merry Christmas~! Did it reached your hearts? :D

weird feeling...

2007-12-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hi... i shall blog about this weird feeling!
As u all know i was once crazy over S.H.E, Hei Se Hui and OuXuan.
I heard a lot of bad stuff about Jeanette's attitude.
So I asked myself why do I still like her? Her attitude suck!!
I liked her cause i find her charismatic but her acting was slightly above average.
So I was tinking to myself... those reasons that cause me to like her is not really VALID. So i stopped noticing her or rather stop watching her shows. Took the side of believing her attitude is bad.
Cause of her bad points, I forgotten what her goods points.

I have been reading Jeanette's blog after the star awards. I guess she handling the blow quite well. Or maybe she is chen qiang-ing...
She blogged everyday and every post is a meaningful post. So i guessed she like the feeling of blogging her every thought~ A slight introvert,she is.
Yey so the weird feeling is... when i knew she didn't got into Top10!
i was actually laughing and gloating!!
How can I do that when me myself didn't experience her bad attitude but instead gloating over her loss? and believing wad other ppl's saying... so this weird feeling came!

HAHA but u know wad... it doesn't really matter. Cause i am just that someone on the streets that Jeanette doesn't know.
I liked her from her being at Chn U till...
Why i cant just stayed on to my beliefs...
Its not about her la... i am angry that i believe wad other ppl's saying...
The feeling of not being myself suck. Even now... i am still wanting to find reason to like her back... hrrhrr anw...

RANDOM FEEL:
Supporting someone doesn't requires that someone to be "hong"!!

putting the blame on conscience...

2007-12-19T03:14:00.000+08:00

alrite... today's day is spent mostly on doing my proj.
yeps i have 3 project, one is HTML stuff which i have already started on!
haha...

ok here are pics of the campus yummy hunt day.

alrite that very day i didn't style my hair... and i tink i look 3 yrs younger HAHA!
BHB... anw catch me on chn U tues 8pm 2 weeks later.... wahaha!NYP ep
actually i also dunno when its screening...
anw there is alot of weird moments, duno whether they got cut it anot. HOPEFULLY YES!
haha... dasmond interviewed me (:and felicia interviewed this gal who is siting across me... i was like phew yey i can eat no need interview... den wa something unexpected happen... so.. u wanna knoe wad izzit...? watch it la (: haha!

woosh... i am still contemplating what hp shld i get... but not as if i got the choice rite.. i am terribly broke!! (: wahhaha
thanks ah... conscience for dropping the phone!! hrr hrr

off i go to watch a hk drama series! by Charmaine sheh! she is lawyer in the show... gu zhuang...
oh ya! huang jin lu rox! but i went to check out the site and realise lin fei[felicia] wont end up with jin long[li nan xing] in the end... hai sad la~!

reality

2007-12-15T16:47:00.001+08:00

ok... it took me 2 sleeps to actually sleep off the heart ache of the loss of my hp.
now i am more stable to actually blog (:

ALUMNI NIGHT
everything went smoothly, well something didn't but overall it was good (:
the seniors took the lime light! haha i love the vampires play!
i always wanted to be a vampire! SO COOL~!
and Aisha did well for her song part~! so proud of her... even though there are some boo boos...

anw... the whole event ended with the passing down of positions!
AND WOW! i am so so happy! CONGRATS to Syidah as Assistant Head of drama and Anjana as Head of drama...
As u can see... they are the in charge of my grp during drama nite... HAHA i am HAPPY!
cause they really work well with each other~ like a dad and a mom...
well... who is dad and mom is for u to decide... hrrhrr
And... Assistant president of StageArts is Rabiah and President of StageArt is Farhana!! ahhhhhh!! so cool~!! hrrhrr cuz haha they all told Farhana that she will be head of TMT instead but NOT! wahaha... she was so shocked!

after it all... i cried abit cuz it was tears of joy! yey! i am happy for them!
and those ppl really deserve the role! not forgeting sara as head of log! i tink its a damn damn damn hard job la... really! Logistic is never easy~! SARA! YOU CAN DO IT!
and after the curtains are closed... everyone started to hug everyone~!
By then my tears dried up already... but the moment i saw Aisha... this thought struck me... she will be leaving!!! ahhhh... i cried la...! haiyo~~
so malu... i hugged her and cried...

well... at that point of time i didn't know that later on something dumb is going to happen that made me cry even more...

its a form of mixed feeling that i experience first time in my life.
I actually laugh and cry at the same time~! its amazing how this 2 extreme ends meet.
Causing me... to look stupid, berserk and pitiful at the same time!
HAHA... okok that was a fake laugh.

i am still angry with myself in a way that how can i be so dumb!
hai~
so overall... of ytd.
GAINS
-i gain experience on stage again!
-i realize i love Stageart and Aisha a lot!
-i come to realize that the different department are one big family! and without having one of them is like chopping off any part of the limbs of your body.
-there are ppl who care and really show that they care when i cried super super badly!
LOSS
-i lost my contacts [esp zn one!]
-i lost pic and videos on that day~! plus campus yummy hunt day~ cause i didn't upload them yet...
-i lost my hp...
but actually i can just round them up into ONE~! haha... so comparing the G and L!
hmm... ytd was not that bad after all.. (: hee thanks~!

honestly... i still feel weird cause my hp is not ard me (: heehee the above post is just comforting myself... HAHA

p.s Aisha's voice is still in my head "the more u try the less i buy~!"

DUMB~!

2007-12-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

i feel damn dumb for dropping my hp into the toilet bowl while it is flushing...
DUN LUFF... honestly whoever luff~! u will die!...

LAMESHIT~!

2007-12-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

ok the previous post was so so lame... -.-
hrrhrr...
anw i guess i will be busy even though my hols is here!

today ah... last minute went to be food taster for campus yummy hunt.
so i guess i will be on tv again... next week or 2 weeks later.
(: i ate alot sia! SHIOK! prata at 11am, lo mee at 12pm and egg hotplate at 1.40pm
SHIOK! eat so much!

took pic and vid of felicia.. but i lazy HAHA... to upload.. anw she is nice (: hrr
happy!

i tot alot while i was tokin to sj when we walk home today.
not that i am not concentrating or wad la... but i guess i somehow cherish ppl ard me more! (:

For some reason...

2007-12-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

today~! for some reason... kanna influence or wad!
i feel like writing a will. wahaha

lets see.
ALL my S.H.E stuff will be be given to MARLENE.
My gameboy to my 2 cousin-Jonathan and Nathan.
Wide range markers to Elai.
my diary to Sarah Jane.
Clothes to nath and ruth.
Laptop to my esther sng :D
keely message and autographed to xueting.
December stars2 to xueting also... haha
CSS2 CD to don
my sketch book to deqi.
KTV VCDs+ VCDs... to xiao xuan jie jie.
Cap to kenneth
20 buck to kenneth cuz i owe him that. HAHA
blog account to Charline... that she will once a while blog in memorial of me (:
My blings [the handcuff and music note one] + composing book and demos to Zanny (:
Mp3 zen stone to grace cheong:D
drum sticks to han qin (:
Handphone to Madeleine as A spare... (:
The copyrights of Mesmerize my heart- janice chua (:
The copyrights of what a big mole- waiching faith (:
The copyrights of Jeans, you are perfect- jean (:
The copyrights of How much of your love, her regrets- cindy teh (:
The copyrights of shattered- Geraldine nariko (:
everything Purple to geri lim (:
Piano- yiwen (:

wahaha i jus realise i dun have much things either...
(: wahaha and those who didn't receive any... i am in ur memories (: i may increase the list when i hav more stuff...!! wahaha

aren't i sweet or wad!!

hrrhrr
bullshit... annoying blog post... noting better to do~! haha
4 more days to zanny return
1 more day to keely return
i am exploding!FASTER COME BACK! ROAR~!

in the mood~!

2007-12-11T03:20:00.000+08:00

HAA to be honest i open this particular blog window for 2 times today~!
but couldn't think of any thing to blog...
FINALLY i got something i wanna say...

throughout my whole life! ok la... not whole life la.. maybe starting from pri sch
MOST of my childhood memories is in church...
and my CHURCH has always been next to SMSS!
from pri sch till now...
so in a way... most of my friends are from girl's school...
and suddenly for some reasons~! i wished i had went to a girl's school~!
i tink its so much FUN LA~!
like we are all crazy and stuff without bothering our image... cuz there is no guys ard!
hai~ i guess i will put my daughter to a girls school next time. (:

i knoe la like there is certain issues on lesbianism and stuff (:
trust the LORD...(: heehee

Shld have studied in SMSS HOR... but den again it will be like going to church... HAHA

ok confession of the day~!.... I HV NOT BEEN STUDYING!
Thurs - graphic design test!
its easy la.. but even so... I HAVE TO STUDY RITE... [yelo]

tsk tsk tsk... tml i shall STUDY! anw its interesting (:

random comment:
3 more day till kee is back, 5 more days till zn is back!
and i really miss them alot...! maybe more of zn cuz i spend the last few days with her having fun. yey! FASTER COME BACK ZN!! i wanna eat island creamery!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh haha... i have been analyzing how ppl blog their blog!
some in point form.. some in para... some in random thoughts.. some in stories... some with photos.... videos.... (: wad so ever.... it still conveys their feelings HAHA and there are different ways to end ur blog entries...
with a BYE.. with a P.S... with a random fact... and one thing that i find hilarious!!
KZN ends off her ancient last time post... with a will of the day... jus happened to look by... haha so pessimistic!! haiyo~ but i find it quite cute...
now i know why she likes writing wills whenever she goes overseas...
hope she left me something...
haha maybe i can have my smiley badge back.. (: HEE

i am in a christmas mood!

2007-12-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to jazz... wa i am in a Christmas mood~!
i bought the DECEMBER STARS 2 CD le! and i got zn to help me write a msg (: she is very sweet in person u know... always thinking for others (: really SWEET

i went to support her for the bus event cause she scare no one there to support her.
And the event featured Mi Lu Bing~! so many of their fans came... wa making the bus very very squeezy! but cannot blame them ma... HAA
so anw i sui sui at the VERY back with the sound man... but HENG zn saw me (: she SMILED... can see she was really happy i came. (: hee

before...

after...
2hrs on the bus... squeezing~! somemore NIAO JI! major waterfall urgent ALERT!
overall i tink this event is interesting la... but not realistic...singing on the bus lay... unless u make a bigger kind la... tink need more planning! and while singing have to hold on the bar.
zn told me when she release her hand, it was full of sweat la...

heehee... and after the event we were skipping away la... HAA damn happy that its OVER!
cause ah... wa really major trapped on the bus that gan jue!
hrrhrr
me skipping away: YEY Its over!
zn skipped but suddenly stop: its uncool to run and skip
me: oh ya u got image to look after....
her Z bling given by junyang...
we went westmall walk walk... got subway WHICH SUCK! bt batok's franchise suck!
only my franchise RAWK... our service DAMN GOOD K~! hrrhrr
really... we asked for more cucumber and he gave a extra of ONE MORE PIECE!
they ran out of tomatoes... and their wrap paper is cut! so its like small space to wrap and stuff...
OH MY~~.... oh well... zi ye bing...

den we went to get the December star2 album...
den we walk walk talk talk... walk the talk... talk the walk... bla bla bla i am LAME!
HAHA... ok... anw later someone picked her up den i went home...
hai... she is leaving for new Zealand at 12am.. and we talked abt wad if she yi qu bu hui... and hai
i recorded a good bye vid...
zn: you know i write my will every time i go overseas...
me: huh u got wad will to write...
zn: have to give off my stuff mah.. have to tink whether they will like it or not whether the person will wear the shirt or not...
me: CAN YOUR MOUTH DON'T BE SO CHOY!!

den we start to have funeral talks... we kinna open with it...
we discussed how we want our funeral to be like... and stuff...
HER funeral:
-a live band
-cannot be sad
-a montage of her, from young till she... =x
-at her house, simple kind... not under void deck buddism kind.
Pew's funeral:
-sister yahui on piano playing yi yan wan nian
-a video asking guest to look under the chair for red thread [free peanuts at the counter]
-cannot wear black! must be green!
-have to smile at me when u look at me at the coffin... CANNOT CRY!

cuz we both tink that dying is not a bad thing!... its going to another special place (:

WOOSH... today is a fun day! and i hoped its not the last day spending with dearest zn... hai
BLESS HER LORD... bring her to and fro safely! kee too...

another issue that i am happy... cuz its like Christmas is coming! and ITS GREAT to see most of my friends overseas COMING BACK! wahahaha... pew is happy! (:

pewpew out!

dont restrict my inspiration!

2007-12-07T03:16:00.000+08:00

this is the time and moment when i got many things and gratitude to say...
AND its also the time when my inspiration tend to fly and go insane!
AHHHHHHHHH but i dun have my guitar to compose wad i am feeling NOW!
this honestly SUCK!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i wanna pluck strum and hum away... but i cant! and now all those ideas flew away HUMP!
i need my guitar back AND FIXED!

:(
anw hee i am gng to mdc later to find zn... handing her her minus 1 tao yan song.
i asked rell to help me get the minus 1 version cuz she needs it by 7.30am later...
and its like 3am plus... hee gng to meet her later... woosh! pew no need sleep liao (:
but wadever case... i love helping out la... (: just that argh! damn i got a lyric now in my head... (:

FINALLY FINALS~!

2007-12-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

woosh... it was a great experience and i didn't regret joining orion!
made lots of friends and EVEN BETTER MORE K BOX MATES! haha pew is happy!

anw... life is really like a drama.
the night when i left my guitar before i left the place.... i heard that my guitar was accidentally dropped... so i was like OK... as long its still in one piece.
So when i reached there... i wanted to tune my guitar. JUST TO FIND OUT that the knob of the tuning side is dented... and once i tried to turn to tune it... the whole knob came out GASP!!
ok la after that i cry cry cry la... and alot of ppl came to knew abt it and the organizers are like handling my guitar now...
its my brother's guitar and i am so so attached to it... cause i have been playing and composing lots of songs with it... hopefully it can be fixed. (: pray hard!

so i quickly gathered up my feelings! OH MAN! hai~ it was hard! i couldn't stop crying... :(

anw after all that i concentrated on my performance...
it was all well... till the mic went OUT OF BATT! [suay] and i didn't really panic la
i was wondering eh why cannot hear myself... so i sang louder and before i knew it the MC changed my mic... PLUS cuz my guitar was loud[i forgot to lower the volume]
i cant hear my minus ONE... which in turn CRASHED... hai... oh well~
Here is a video of that night... (: i treasure the moments on stage... (:
the only regret is that SJ wasnt there... :(

okok... now wondering whether i got win? the answer is NO~! hmm i tink cause some parts of my song i couldn't reach it... oh well its over! haha PHEW!
i was like so PHEW after i ended my song!! haha
ANW i was told by lina [one of the organizers] that the talent scout asked for my no. (: maybe there is still more that i can do with my talent HAA... i duno la...
i jus love composing~! AND OH MY!! i heard that yana and hanisah cried!! while listening to my song! GASP... so touched la... that u are touched!! i really did mesmerize their hearts!! oh well maybe only both of them... haha!

hee after which i went dwn to mdc... to see kee for the last time before she flys off to shanghai~! hai... i am worried for u seh... but u told us not to be worried! ok i will try my best not to.
Den waited for zn to come out... she took quite long ah den jim they all stayed to wait for her with me (: haha
i got so impatient cause they were like accompanying me ma so i felt bad.
so i said out loud : OK ZN I GIVE U 5 MORE MINS!
den i started to sing the stella huang song!.... "its all about honey 我耐心的等等等了有等"
AND SHE APPEARED INFRONT OF ME!! ahhh i was so shocked la... that i shouted which caused the reception aunty to cua diu and ZN was shocked by my shout and HAAHA
she kneed down... MUHAHAHA.... the scene is damn damn funny! really...
den haha i was like so so malu-ed! hai hai hai... paiseh ahhhhhh so paiseh!
(: i am happy cause even though ytd was a FULL of drama and tears day and i was so so disappointed that i didn't win... but zn never fails to put a smile on my face (: haha she is so funny really.
and when i told her abt J and the chalet stuff... i was pissed cause J like treat her with no respect...
and her reaction was : aiya i am used to it... i was called every animal that can be on this earth... chicken ah mouse ah...
she said it with much pride... HAIYO~! don't like that can! used to it is one thing... accepting retarded zoo comments is another!! U ARE NOT!! ok...

anw... pewpew is happy (: and i am going to eat fries TML! yey! shu tiao shu tiao!

ok more photos of orion!...

Just for laughs...

2007-12-03T10:40:00.000+08:00

Sat i went to catch RGS's play!
WAHAHAHAHAAHHA honestly... i nv had such a good laugh after so so long in my life!
this laughter that can only be found on church camps...
those that u will laugh and cry on the floor kind.
THUMBS UP! well done RGS...
there is a reason why i like comedy u know!!
thanks zn for the tix... even though like last min it was screwed up or something!

HAHA so funny~ from the time i step into RGS and saw zn! she was eating NON STOP!
first it was the taiwan street chicken... den interval... she was eating subway!
HRR funny seh... DA WEI WANG! wo fu le ni!
then after which we... val, Germaine and jess went crazy! keep taking photos!!
haha cam whore... ard the sch!
HAI... i really miss sch days LA......!!!!!!!
really running ard in the cohort! so carefree... hai! miss those days!
and i super LOVE my school compound la... cuz alot of bball court haha
i rmb everytime str8 after lesson or RECESS time... i will chiong dwn to play bball!

hai... gng sch later for prac... my voice is killing me! cuz i cant sing la!

fun?

2007-12-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

hmm alright! life have been fun?
hmm can say so la... but fun also no use... Exams are coming and OH NO
crash with my Orion.
i really hope i get something out of this orion experience.
Wad can i say... hmm i am already happy that i got into the finals.
out of 100 ppl... not a lot la but its my second composing competition... (:

today ah... its like normal sch den after which i handled my minus one CD
wa must really thank peilin for helping me do the demo (: thanks a lot!
it really enhance the sound of my song (:
den i went home and checked on hui xian cuz i suspect that its a fake on msn.
ya and its really is... told xt don and ben and all of them gave the same respond.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... so funny rite

haha... so now i got my usual MSN crappers.
haha... as for the tix for the finals... i invited selected few. cuz i cant really think who to invite... i tried to invite SJ but she is so occupied with stuff bah.
Then somemore my class has this briefing thing for next sem. Crashes~!
hai... 7 tix but no one to go to...
confirm ppl is only Don and Cindy.. HUMPH hai i shall perform to ppl i dunno den.

so so busy that i cant meet up with kren and gang... suppose to have a gathering.
(: yelo.
I shall seek refuge in the Lord... (:

hai i dunno whether i should carry on this kind of life. hmm... but i am glad i meet a lot of nice peeps on the way... like xt, ben , jim, alan, evonne, wanching, yiluan ,april, apple!!!! and ZN!!! ahhhhhhhhhh!!
i love apple la!!! haha she so so so cool! haha ~~ ok off i go...

qiao yu!

2007-11-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

This is super super freaky! let me tell u wad happen today!
i went to mdc for campus yummy food taster interview.
den i meet kailin to eat at mdc canteen.
And we tok abt ZN... den i was telling them haiya... i miss ZN la... she MIA for 2 weeks liao... humph... i hope i can see her...

den den... 15 mins later...
kailin : eh... no no.... EH that gal look like ZN but not bah
i turn ard... and look!! wa its ZN!
me: KOH ZHENG NING!!
den she turn ard... haha its really HER!

wa i damn happy so i went up to her catch up with her a bit take pics...

i asked zn whether my hair ku ku anot... but no la she said... she said its cute =x
but i still tink its ku ku but i like it la.. very cool!

anw...
after zn left...
kailin: aiya... how i wish can see my jessica!!
me: den i hope u can see ur jessica
kailin: wa if u say den she really come out hor... i love u ah!!

kailin2: yalo yalo i wan to see nat Ho
30mins later....
Nat ho appeared... FOLLOWED BY jessica!
WA SO QIAO LA....

den hor after they saw them they went to take pic and stuff... den i hump am i take lucky?
den hor i say i wan see ling yi...
den after 15 mins LING YI CAME!!

ahhhhhhhhh!! so so qiao!!

anw... for ur info! keely wee is stil number 1! (:

its done!

2007-11-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

i am like a step further to the finals!
i manage to get peilin to help me do the demo! oh thank GOD!
its so nicely done la... pro pro!

so last night kee is having chalet and went escape theme park with some ppl... ahem!
anw... for ppl who misses her like me (: wahha she gng overseas soon i scare she yi qu bu hui... BEN LA... anyhow say...=x now i really scare...

video of her pai-ing xi nu ai le...
got one part she say she mei.. so BHB hor!
wahha... (:

Hey pew! Hello! takkaire....
(: wahhaa... ok pew is going off...
i scare that i will lose anyone ard me...
lastly... happy belated birthday jan!! wahhaah mini miss patrick gal!
AHHHH ZN MIA-ING AH not at this time!! :(

finally recorded it

2007-11-27T12:42:00.001+08:00

finally caught it!! but the sound quality abit soft ah.. sorry guys!
zn and kee finally can watch it... just sent the mv to kee jus now yawn!
scared of finals...
woosh!

good news

2007-11-27T02:44:00.000+08:00

alrite i got into finals... of youngcomposer orion. (:
sorry that if i dun sound excited and happy.. well thanks to someone my mood is RUIN..
oh well... just to tell u all la..
and i hope zn and kee will come that day... but if they cant make it den nvm la.

nites... idiotic people that dun tink before they speak GET LOST

tired but had fun~!

2007-11-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

WOOSH... its been so long since i sang till so HAPPY~!
finally get a chance to sing a few songs with kiwi...
S.H.E songs somemore... even happier rite... wahha... lets see... i try to recall wad song i sang with her...
1. 新不了情
2. Yes I love you
3. 我们怎么了
4. 不能作你朋友
5. 痛快
6. 原点
7. 怎么办
8. 梁山伯已朱丽叶
ok i cant rmb liao...

gave her the shirt when she felt cold in the room... (: glad she like it (: yey!
the shirt is designed by me (: "i love it! i will wear to chalet"
(: pew productions SHIOOOOOK!

we so called celebrate her birthday... its like one week late la... so its belated (:
but still.. she appreciates...haha this time i was the one that brought in the cake~! wahaha.. i like that feeling... so warmth! with the candle's light shining on your face... as u walk in singing happy BIRTHDAY.. :X opps in this case its.. happy belated birthday... haha ok u get the picture already?

anw... had fun... got headache... had fun... but still got headache... (:

kiwi:eh wads wrong?
me:hai got headache~!
kiwi: den still go meet your friend... very smart hor...
me: ...

after singing till 7pm... we took photos video photos and more photos... wahaha!
den i met up with deqi and clarice which den i realise esther they all went home liao.. :( waste my traveling fare.. BUT...ok la at least i manage to tok to kiwi on the way to the mrt abt some stuff that has been bothering me...
anw... ITS FUN~! woot! i only have limited amount of photos...
oh i predicted tht the next time we are gng to gather again is after kiwi's A level.
so have to wait 1 yr later la... :(

i send my sis off to thailand this morning... i pray she will be back in one piece (: in one months time... hai... i do love her u knoe haha.. my sis lay~!
nites.. imean MORNING~!

kitty kitty

2007-11-20T14:56:00.000+08:00

on my way home...

this little kitty sayang me when i was waiting for the lift... cute rite.. (:
so i gave it something to eat... the only thing i have at that point of time.
my subway-clam crowder!!

new blog skin... it looks different in firefox and IE... weird...
tml is de audition already... i guess i am not pressured to perform well... so i am quite relaxed now. (:
been composing... works nowadays are not very impressive but yeps... well enuff (:
wad else?
lookin forward to wed and sat... and OH YA~~ i lose my wallet... super sian feeling!
really... my IC ezlink card... and my mom's atm card inside... phew... suck! this feeling... LORD i pray real hard! to have it back (: ppl pray with me! den i give u sweet k.. haha

ok off i go... to practice mua guitar... rusty ah nowadays...

SO QIAO~!

2007-11-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

Went k box with kenneth, lee eng, sarah, huifen... the other day on KEELY's birthday one thing unexpected abt that day is that keely and gang was queing behide us to go sing k too... and to celebrate her birthday~!
how lucky can i be (: VERY!

so i manage to see the process of her getting smash by the cake la.. (: wahaha... and news spread like wild fire... and now all css contacts knoe keely got smash by cake.. (:
anw... yey... today was fun went to eat dinner with fad, syakyra, iqah and ilhum yum yum food...
here are photos and videos...

dedicated to...

2007-11-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

生日快乐to KEELY WEE~!

yes... its her birthday~!
Had a conference session with keely, apple and evonne!
Suppose to sing a happy birthday song to kiwi TOGETHER but apple and vonne pang seh me~
argh... so i ended up singing alone wahaha...
(: but it was fun talking.

thinking back... its been 2 months since campus is over
i began supporting keely halfway through the comp and i am glad i did.
Didn't expect to know her real life and became friends...
and really looking back its really a fun experience (:
its something you don't do everyday right >< wahaha
and i have to thank Jim for letting me have this experience...
really all the sang gang is he do one and the rest of the fans just enjoy the show and stuff...
while he fork out the money for the posters and time waiting for kee to get the tix.
(: i am thankful (: wahaha
and happy that Jim is AT LEAST with talking terms with kee cause of some misunderstandings.(:
thanks to him that i am expose to more composing chance/deals.

hope keely enjoy her day la (: phew~!
suddenly like everything is just in a blink of an eye~! so fast 2 months liao!
really phew... and i am working subway during weekends... wa time pass even more faster.
(: but so i kind of enjoying that i am actually living my life...
taking up responsiblities (: step by step bah
my sister was so tickled that i am footing my own hp bill now la. hrrhrr very funny meh.

ohwell.. off to maple~! woosh!

woosh....~! finally

2007-11-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

alrite i can say... that finally! WOOSH most things are better now...
all those misunderstandings are cleared... and my poor head is aching last night ah...
i guess the gift we have as human being is the mouth... we can communicate using it...
but there are times we do otherwise la.
anw... its stupid when u dun communicate... u will nv knoe whether its a misunderstanding. rite?
wahaha... anw enuff said.

(: i am glad i have been tokin to that someone and knowing that person better...
cuz its always good to hear 2 sides of the story rite... (: haha
i am joining orion young composer and duet! woosh.. wish me luck! anw haa
i am really proud of SA drama... happy belated birthday rabia~! i love u!

Her regrets

2007-11-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

(: one of my favorite songs... lyrics by cindy teh (:thanks ah
have been hearin good comments abt my songs... i am HAPPY! haha

ok let me knoe whether u like it k... tag on my board~! its so bored...

anw... My family and i went to eat crab jus now... yum yum~! but the soup was full of msg.. couldnt take it... salty man.. so i only drank half a bowl of it...
didnt expect that after that i became abit HIGH... wahaha dizzy and abit dopey..
couldnt walk properly... like drunk like that wahahaha...

haa my fav drama show WO LAI YE by fann wong is showing now on tv! so happy... nice to watch ok.. very funny haha (: i like DRAMAS~!

i am stll awake

2007-11-07T05:49:00.000+08:00

wad is this..~! 5am and still awake
i have to work later at 5pm to 11pm hump~!
i had a nap at 6pm but end up waking at 10pm~! hello... it suppose to be a nap...
anw the happy thing is i went online and saw twig online... so i tok to her and stuff (:
found out from her that she cut her hair and she saw Eugene before... Eugene u happy anot~~ haa...

i have been writing stuff on my brand new notebook~! going line by line... penning my thoughts dwn... word by word... sentence by sentence... and slowly i feel better (: thanks sara for the advice... writing does helps (: hrr

ok... another thing i wanna pen my thoughts out... i feel abit guilty now as i see both of them... i didnt know he hated me. and yelo what can i do... i hate him now also... i just cant stand ppl who lie. like hello can u be honest... its like u cant blame ppl for not trusting u when u are honest cuz u are always lying...
trust is something u have to gain from ppl...

and i been thru alot... i guess... not as if i am that old. hrrhrr...
YO YO~! lana has a cool part time job! she have to dress up as claire! and give flyers~ so cool rite.. as in not the flyers part.... but CLAIRE is my fav character in HEROES~! other den peter... season 2 is not bad.. (: nice more exciting and scary ah... haa

OH~! i am stress cuz of orion [singing comp] amin and me hope we can pass audition.
still findin a song that we can work with... :( its hard...

scandalous

2007-11-06T11:58:00.000+08:00

alrite... all of that is a act... anw~!
i worked till 11pm last nite.. yawn legs aching but no choice... wed & fri also!!
my manager put for me ah cuz u forgot to sms her my schedule...oh well~
sch later at 1 and haa end at 3... what is this! go sch for 2 hrs... den later i dunno wad to do liao! argh... i shall go home at lepak then... watch heroes

oh tokin abt heroes! wahaha... lana has a job!! her job is to stand in the middle of orchard and dress as CLAIRE from heroes... and tada.... 1hr 50bucks~! cool eh
not abt the money but EH CLAIRE is one of my fav heroes... she and peter!
I LOVE HER AND PETTER LA... PETER DARN CUTE! *faints*
i wonder how today will turn out to. ????

ppl i duno abt u all.. but do u tink i shld stop loading videos? haa
cuz some ppl cant load my blog ah... this big i tink haa.. oh well~~

a night of unexpected fun...

2007-11-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

DramaNight 2007

2007-11-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

woosh its sure an eventful night and everything happen real quickly!
at the snap of a fingers
anw... less words more photos this time... enjoy!
us in character... i suppose to be serious but i dunno why i dun look like... sanwan a playboy, syakira some bitch, germaine innocent nice gal

While i am doing my hair... look its syakira at the side! haha

some say i look like hitler some say GMD... oh well.. this is UNCLE BEN!

Howa as kirstin~ look at that birthmark look like real rite... hahaakaye as modern fairy God mother!

eccentric earth... super cute can.. AISHA RAWK~! my head of drama~!

finally after dramanight! wooooooooosh... look at our faces! so happy! hrr esp fudlul...

videos... yeps i am that bored! wanted to occupy my time or else i will be nervous...

this scene is by syakira and yana... lookin for the witch to cast a spell on sophia de nice innocent gal acted by germaine!
my fav scene of their script... cuz i find yana's hight pitch voice funny! and the chemistry was there!! haha... syakira did so so well too... wahhaa nice and funny scene...

i may miss those days one day...

2007-10-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

yeps so i must record wadever fun thingy now~!
today 3 of our grp did a run thru and some had NGs that made me luff till i roll on the floor.~~ haa

Kenny's gay action
Syakira's bang into the wall when she walks out
Yana's high pitch voice
and lots more...
fun moments man... and we do slack too~! talk crap sing dance scold play haha really DANCE!
dun believe... take a look at this videos...

that one is taken on tues... syakira is like so fierce and germaine is like so so cute haha and act innocent! such a nice skirt become like that HAA
this one is taken today!

i guess i may miss those fun times we had on our way home.
the "HUH kahtib only ah" phrase SOMEONE will say each time.
haa oh well eh this is not a blog entry abt me graduating hor~~! jus wanna show u slack videos of us... at STAGEARTS!! its became part of my life (:

Syidah's face is like so so funny la~!

so dun blame me for videoing stuff dwn.. i just like to keep such moments down...(:
we can do it team SOPHIA~! WOOSH... lets make our audience cry! on fri~! wahahahaha.... siao~!

the one when i put a video of a retard playing the guitar

2007-10-30T13:32:00.000+08:00

hoi hoi~! i am like so into jap and korean music now.. alrite i only hear one singer la.. that is YOUNHA~! wheeeeeeee...
changed my wallpaper again... currently...
anw... here is another video... this time de song is titled... 从三到零, from three to zero.

3 more days to stagearts drama night. for the first time i feel like doing my very best. even if my role is a small one (: i am proud of myself.
i was lost. but i guess i will learn so much much more if i manage to find my way again.

another issue... cant help to think about it ah... but "they" are always infront of me and i cant help feeling that way. oh well... there is nothing i can do.
i lose something i gain something... but why do i feel so so terrible. SIGH~~
esther!! help me... la...

good music to share~!

2007-10-29T16:22:00.000+08:00

okok... i totally love her voice and music... her style damn nice CAN~!
and i heard her rendition of if i ain't got u~! super touching... her piano damn power too!
so i am here to share u GOOD MUSIC...

(: hope u enjoy it..~! anw... i recorded with my camera the song "the love of my life"
stay tuned to see more of videos... since i got a new cam that records quite well~!

so long ppl... off to rehearse for drama nite
come dwn and support me k (: hee

ladies nite~

2007-10-25T08:50:00.001+08:00

so after school... and after stage arts... [i really suck in acting, i really hope that i can improve~! its like such a small role and i cant get it right... argh!]

ok i side line a bit was reminder abt it...
LXP got nominated for BEST ACTRESS~! for star awards!! so happy la...

I am so proud of you~!! congrats!!!

AFTER stagearts...
I met up with Sj... ohmy its like ages since i saw her~!
and we head down to somerset mrt to meet CHAR and JU~!
SJ and CHAR bought me a pair of havianas!! but its so ex la... :( i feel bad...
After that we filled our stomach with HK cafe at cine... Wang something...

and they sang me a one word birthday song~! and bought my fav orea cheesecake~!

peanut butter toast

cheesebake rice

Zel with gift! so cute la

me and cake~!

pretty ju ju

so cute la.. rite...~!

cubby SJ... muhaha

she very sian... cuz she tot her milo is like bigger cup~!

and so on my way home with SJ... she slept again~ AS USUAL
but its funny... i didnt wake her up even though she is in this situ! i jus erm chio...

haha... ok i am mean... but i can be sweet too k~! ANW after the outin i really missed them alot.. so i made a wallpaper

check it out! slackers who wants it.. please tag!! and tell me wad color u wan it to be... mine is green la of cuz! bye peeps...

wedding mole

2007-10-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

Anyway i composed a song with Ruth for Faith on her wedding...
even though i had not get any photos or videos of that day but i recorded the song that i ang that day~ or rather Ruth sang while i harmonize (: enjoy peeps

i am waiting for stage arts to start now... kinna sleepy now well maybe cause of the weather... anw... (: i miss twig and kee~

thank God

2007-10-24T02:01:00.000+08:00

well... basically i feel i nearly got rape, murdered or anything dangerous just now.
thank God i am fine and i am here blogging~!
went kbox with apple after SA rehearsal!! 8.30 sang till 11.30 but we overshot and we sang till 12!
which by the time no more 190 la.. so i took a bus to toh tuck... and walked to bt batok~!

i actually thought of walking from there to bukit timah den to home... but when i reach bukit timah rd which is 40mins later... wad can be more worse!! my hp's batt is empty... so as i walked pass the bt batok park~ i gave up la.. cause i thought of all the worse case scenarios that i can be in...so i took a cab~ wahaha...
i told the uncle to wait downstairs while i ran up to get cash... kinna broke u know...
cause i lend my fren some $... in need ok... wahaha

alrite i didnt have dinner... tml is gng to be a long day~ so means i can't meet char and gang~
and worse of all things... tml lesson is 8am!! GASP~!
okok i better go then... (: i love my phone~!
i took some videos with it today~! damn clear lalala.... hrr (:
so expect for more high quality vid rite? tata eyes closing~!

amazingly weird

2007-10-23T08:43:00.000+08:00

yeps... its amazingly weird... but in a way i am happy that my birthday is over!
ha... no celebrations, no cakes, no surprise! was happy actually~~ wahaha
well at least i got 2 mass birthday songs! wahaha... it was rather awkward i feel... macham dun wanna sing like that HAA.. well maybe i was just being too u know, thinking too much~!
but i still love u all for all those cute handshakes and hugs!

I LOVE STAGEARTS LA! they are so cute! wahaha... shouting i love u eunice across blk f! wahaha

yeps... i am relieved that its over!!! wahaha... i didn't really had the mood to celebrate anw!
and any celebration done after is not counted! wahaha
alrite.. anw my day was this~~ bla bla bla bla... alrite wad's the point of blogging HRR... [not funni]
cut short- my bro bought me a new handphone!! nokia 6120!!
hrr.... its very beautiful!! hrr... am happy!...

suppose to meet apple, kailin, twig for k box but... it was canceled~ damn... :(
why is everyone so busy... :(
hopefully tml is a nice day. super sian feel can... hai~ EUNICE NEEDS SOME THRILL IN HER LIFE!
anw... haahaa with my new hp i can take nicer clearer videos! wahaha...off i go to watch some video... or else so sian lo.. life.. hai

note

2007-10-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

note to myself.. : happy birthday eunice yee yawei!
so far alot of ppl had already wished me happy birthday but some forgotten oh well...
i really hope that person wished happy birthday too.. but i guess it wont happen :(
not friends ba...

first day of work...

2007-10-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

yeps i jus came back from subway, orchard hotel!
first day of work is ok... (: just that i kept tinking of twig and kiwi...
like flashbacks of both of them selling donuts~!
yeps last fri i went to see them sell donuts. keely, shawn, zhen ning, ben was there. kelly poon came too but for a while.
i was on tv again... oh no!
anw the show is abt career one la.. i forgot the title... here is the video of the situ there!
chaos lo... other then serving and gettin orders of donuts... they too have to take photos ah sign ah... wahaha so busy... they work from 9amplus to 3plus...
my whole clothes stink of donuts that day... hrrhrr...

after that i went with them to foodcourt to eat. den i went back to mdc... to say my last goodbyes to them (: wahaha glad that kiwi like the flower i gave her.. HA (:
i gave a sunflower look alike and the rose is from "someone"to twig.. ha and that "SOMEONE" owe twig 87 more roses lo haa
she and the flower which she thought is a sunflower but its not la.. (:

zn lookin like a warrior that day haha damn funny! i ask her to pose that way one!

apple said i was greedy.. haa i wan the best of 2 worlds HAA..! oh well maybe its true!
i love them lots la.. twig u are super funny la.. not in ur words but ur actions WAHAHA!
share jokes again k next time!

now... faith's wedding!
on sat.. de song that we presented to her was well liked by everyone.
and the flash photoslides nearly killed me but thank God that i pulled thru! rush out everything man!!
photos are not here yet and the video of the vows are not with me.. but...
OH I LOVE FAITH! the wedddin reception food is super nice la...
and i finally ate the rare delicious butter bread pudding!!

broken

2007-10-18T02:26:00.001+08:00

yeps i broke my fast now officially! indescribable is later on.. may God continue to bless them!
initially, i was fasting so the gals may benefit and u know i can spend time with God more! eh in turn i get more then i unexpected!
my prayer request was answered! i manage to get a Job that suits my present situation!
love u father!!

first week of sch is hectic... maybe cuz i am really playing hard and studying hard HAA!
(: yey! but i sill love my life more w.o HSH! shall stop downloading from now on!
cuz i got more time to do other stuff (: haha...

LXP has been replying my messages! making me flying over the moon severer times!
muhaha... just wanna let her know that at least there is ME a small fan who supports her in her career... PPL PLEASE her acting is really WA... and i find her very professional... of cuz i dunno her in person so i dunno whether her attitude suck anot la.. but one thing for sure! she is independent!

Independently woman are like so sexy la (: haha i wanna be like that... i look up to her! (: but of cuz these are worldly views... (: so how Lord... are u letting me or are u giving me more!? haha okok.... i am changing my blogskin soon! so catch it the next time.. k (: still busy with stuff cuz just settling in sch... (: (:

oh recently i tink Ling yi is cute even though i heard from yw that she suck in person. but wad so ever i jus find her cute (: and hardworking. trying striving to make it in mdc...

haha i manage to see missy chopper aka kiwi after so long! so happy la...

its been a lazy week

2007-10-12T16:49:00.001+08:00

haa i was like tinking of leaving this post blank... cuz lazy wad!
haha... recently i was having fun with facebook... (: and missing lots of friends cuz they added me in face book den i tink of them ah...

anw... i will not be online for a week or so... fasting being online till indescribable starts... fasting with the gals... (: shall pray too!
its been a very lazy week.. dun really feel like doing anyting now adays... sad sad~!

(: TATA huh... short rite.. told u i am lazy..

overjoyed...

2007-10-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

i decided to do this... (: wahaha... really overjoy to have many friends (: wahaha expressing it in a video...

anw... this is when recoded on Monday, was siting outside the carpark to key in the number of the cars for survey purpose... (: slack slack

this is taken last sat when i stayed back with the rest to decorate the sanctuary hall but i played with the decoration and imagine myself as the Australian guy...

woosh.. today i stayed at home to do pens as a sign of thank you for those who showed LOVE and CONCERN to me when i am gng to my op (:
but those who didnt receive it doesn't mean u nv love me k... (:

gald i went...

2007-10-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

yeps i recently went to like catch the movie premier of the show...
it kinna impacted me a bit so i STRONGLY RECOMMEND you all to go catch the movie...
maybe its a biased account but really do try to watch... its very interesting!
and and.. ha i haven even started praising how wonderful Yvonne acted in this movie.

its like Yvonne has always been given difficult roles.

有福, a new life
As a Vietnam gal who had cancer (: nominated as Best Actress in Star search 2005!

同心圆, portrait of home.
She acted as Fyn who has split personality ... wa very impressive haha.
Even though she was a supporting role, she got everyone's attention and clinched "Best supporting actress" for this role. (: haa i so proud of her!

Now showing every weekdays at 9pm,破茧而出-Metamorphosis.
As a physiologist[wanrou] who later got raped which its like a TURNING point for her role.
Then she started doing bad stuff la. (: cant wait to see how her role late evolves to.

There is more too la... got in 钻石情缘, An Enchanted life. As Li Shan Qi. one of my fav shows sia!

hrr.. ok now EVERYONE knows how much i love her k (: whaha...
she is my fav actress in MDC... so its no more ou xuan k...or ruien or wad la (:
its jus LXP! erm... i tink got ezann also... but LXP chu dao eariler... so ezann have to rang to her. (:

work today was tiring shall update later... (:

night freaks...

2007-09-28T04:02:00.000+08:00

today was a OK day... the fun started only at night for me
met up with val, mad, eric and val's fren
they were playing bball... after which they went to eat at sunshine plaza...
then lun tat suggest we go k box.. and poof we decided to go K box... this is a video. haa of us on our way to my home to ton. haa (:
we are all very cowardly in this video la... tsk tsk

anw... i cant wait to see lin xiang ping later ahh... (: i totally wanna see her again!! ahhhhh
i really wanna thank kenneth for accompany me gng to see LXP thanks lay... tata gng to bath! haha
more fun later ba!

all is well...

2007-09-26T09:44:00.000+08:00

wow its been 2 weeks since i blogged~! haa kinna long eh...
hmm wad have i been doing? well i got a role for a skit that stage arts is doing for the mentally challanged... --> i am JACK from jack and the bean stalk~!
gotta have a British accent with a SPIT habit...

i went back to aes to eat my favorite canteen food and visit my teachers (:
the changes there is more den i expected GASP....

me and elai... haa taking pic in the toilet ha yeps the habit doesnt change!

i finish recording last nite... not easy~!
one mistake... redo! ahhhhhh
but heng i didn't take that long till have to extend time with requires $$...
phew wad can i say.... the experience is nice! haa and even if i dun win the competition its ok la! haa
i get to record a SONG!! haa... the song ah i feel its normal lo... but gng try my luck. (: hrr

some videos i took with food....

Mr mixer guy doing his THING... haa wad a PRO la...
haa was bored and so i took photos... haa its like weird to hear your own voice when u sing thru the head phones BUT... i sing nicer when i hear my voice haa dunno why.
the mic is like so cool la! ah.. i hope to have a personalize mic next time haa
maybe a ALL GREEN ONE... 小绿！

hoo hoo its NOT merry christmas!

2007-09-16T20:48:00.001+08:00

OPERATION "pop the qsn succeeded!"
so the whole plan was that my bro will bring her to the decorated pavilion of mac Ritchie and sing her a song on the guitar and kneel dwn and pop the qsn.
ya i know it doesn't look as if its romantic as it seems to be.wait till i got my hands on those videos k (: wahaha for now its photos....
haa the sorry for the inconvenience sign was like for cover. if any management asked us why are we using the premises we will all say we are the CHEW.... anw haa we were all hiding behide the bushes while he propose... (:
nicely decorated eh wahha... my bro spend $80+ on the flowers... which is used... on the platform of the pavilion's floor... money well spent i must say...
yeps i hate mac Ritchie still cuz it reminds me of 2.4km run! argh... the monkeys there are like so ACT CUTE! they look cute only... but they are like so fierce la

as you all know i just came out of the hosp... anw i was so fascinated when they gave me this!
green tag... which actually means beware of fall... something like that... (: i still kept it (:

Esther came over my hse to slack today! (: we watched movies online... those that she wanted to watch last time but didnt manage to... anw this vid is when i send her to the MRT...

okok... (: the reason why LOVE is four syllabus cause of this song... "the way i am"
where they drag the word LOVE and I... its lame i knoe... *snug*
(: see u till next time!

operation over!

2007-09-13T15:32:00.001+08:00

HA... my op is done... thanks for all those who prayed and wished me well for the op!Eunice is well!... just that my wound is still not healed yet!
feeling abit empty head now as i slept too much i tink... haa

after the op becuz of the aesthetic... i dun feel quite well... feel like vomiting every moment... yuck!
hate that feeling... i can tahan PAIN but i buay tahan the feeling of dizziness! yuck...
(: anw
i went to sakae sushi with Jie and xinying on tues b4 i go into the operation room!
here are some pics...

i ate my favorite chawamushi! and recently i have cravings for soba!
the soba was nice and cold! haha it looks gross here cuz i ate halfway la

i ate very nice small cifforn like cake... small mini ones! anw the green couple above was on the front of the paperbag of the small cake!
its nice cuz its very tan xing! i was so AMAZED by the tan xing!
its like u press it and it still POP up in shape... take alook at the video man!

Induge at the park

2007-09-10T18:15:00.001+08:00

LAST MONDAY, 3rd sept 2007!!

my mom gave us lunch buffet vouchers to my sis and i!
haha... here and some pic... the food was nice though the variety was OK LA...

yesh i look retard! haha my hair is like so bushy!

my favorite session of the buffet is the SASHIMI area which they keep topping up... super fresh and TENDER ahhhhh * faint* i totally HEART salmon!

i dun really have a sweet tooth BUT... it does looks nice rite? MUHAHA

anw after that we went to cut hair... i couldn't decide wad hair style shld i take on! so haa i just trim it la... so its still one side longer then the other still just that it is less thick...

hum hum...

2007-09-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

Just watched the news that Ella will nv admit if she has a BF again or not EVER again... i guessed its better this way also la... after that DJ 事件 which cause a lot of WU HA! but i got a gut feeling DJ was a good guy anyway hrr... as long Ella is happy anything goes (: i can hear all the S.H.E's fans all agreeing.
but if Ella is really with 吴克群 that will be quite cool! haha what is with Ella and guys that composed music HRR ROAR...

i came back from AMK, went there to buy some art stuff. Was quite unhappy with NYP's collage book store... wanted to go NYP to collect my adobe photoshop so before i left AMK i called the book store to ask when it closes... and she said 5pm [i called at 4.30] so basically it will only take 5 mins plus to reach NYP rite?
BUT she said i can't come down cause they are closing soon and asked me to come tml!
its like HUH she dun even wanna wait till 5 la... and not as if i am very FAR away...
hai hai hai nvm la... shall GO all the way back to school to collect... hai i want my CS3 now!

Kbox session was fun haa... i sang lesser duets since yiwen is not with me!
haa i will only sing a lot of duets when yiwen is ard. Cause she my zui jia kbox partner! LOVE HER haha... (:
alrite...
i guessed i am more scared of BOREDOM after the operation then the OPERATION ITSELF!
and cos i have to be in the hospital to recuperate i cant go for maddy's birthday party! so SORRY... but i hoped u will have fun ok!
and Twig's birthday falls on Thursday too... so i dunno whether MY BIRTHDAY WISH REACHES HER in the first place... muhaha but not to worry la that gal sure got thousands of birthday wishes...

off to do some stuff before i enter NUH! oh man... i have been getting lesser sleep! "tsk its bad for your health" my mom says.

unaware that i am tired

2007-09-10T03:23:00.000+08:00

whoosh church is de same usual.... after which i met up with apple!
she ah say meet at 3 end up come at 3.30plus twig come liao lo... haa so early sia she!

kiwi and twig! haa...

she sang Elva- 一个人过的精彩 and Super No.1 which is a song that she hate a lot la... but she say no choice have to sing cause it appears to the MASSES... (: this is what i call "professional musician" not like "bedroom musicians" haa so many new terms hor... learnt it from the seminar by Eric producer of 881 soundtrack.
anw after her event we wanted to go and YUM YUM! haha but in the end AFTER we found a seat and AFTER i TOOK a chair w.o permission from this other stranger, we all dun wanna eat... at first twig is the one that said wanna eat la den suddenly all of us not eating so i tink she paiseh dun wan all of us to look at her eat ba.. :(

oh come on! its nothing to be PAISEH abt... haa... Apple had cravings for sweet talk
so off we went to sweet talk... we are ALL JURONG POINT NOOBS! we had a hard time finding where is sweet talk hrr hrr...
after which we walk walk tok tok crap crap a bit den we decided to make our way home or something... but i didnt go home la i went church to meet DQ to go ruth's place to watch high sch musical...
anw... de mrt journey was quite fun! like honestly there is this WEIRD guy who sat next to twig and started to BLAST his HP... on the music LOUD LOUD la...
but wad kind of song! HAA we all started to ERM- CHIOING! cuz the music is those cheena music macham wanna go FIGHT WAR kind... I LUFF LIKE SHIT LA cannot tahan... but twig was like in MAJOR erm chioing CONDITION... she tahan... HRR

anw it was fun la...(: twig EAT 4 times u usually eat can! wa i scare wind blow den u duno go where liao... unless i stand in front la... MUHAHA or apple! den she can drop on newton's head and TADA!! NEWTON'S law!! haha -_-|||
so i went Ruth's place to watch high school musical 2! i didn't managed to watch the whole thing cuz i doze off... i was really kinna tired... HAI but the gay guy that i like is so CUTE haha... and hot haa in those WHITE or PINKISH wear... hrr HAWT!

alrite for tml's prog is K BOX session with DQ,Ruth and my sis! SCARE ANOT! hhaa
its already my 3rd kbox session eversince the start of HOLS! ahhhh haha
i am totally enjoying it man! hrr... oh man i am such A BAI JIA ZI!
anw i wanna SHOUT OUT TO SEVEN!
thanks for ur gift i really think its damn SWEEEEEEEEEET!!!!!!! haha
really those msg really touched my heart DEEP DEEP... oh man i miss those fun times we had! hai... major EMO man... hai... hope to see u guys soon and PLEASE SCORE WELL IN O's and N's k... SHINE FOR THE LORD! haha love ya la...

My interview with an Hacker!

2007-09-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

yeps as u have all know! i was recently hack by a hacker which cause many of my contacts getting HACK too... evil guy!
anw i manage to talk to him and turns out he is actually quite pervertic...

here is the chat log...
In this mission [hrrhrr] i wasnt Eunice... i was JUDY...LAME i know! couldnt think of any other name... and thru out the whole conver my DP was...

pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com --->was the HACKER!!
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot / ju ju~! -----> was me! [i changed my nick halfway]

ha... so here it goes... please ignore the hacker's poor english!
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ just sent you a nudge.

pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
(k) --> kiss icon
candy girl
welcome
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
(:
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
(k)
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
??
HAAHA
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
(f)--->icon for flower
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
(:
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
(f)
(k)
(k)
yes princess
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
so hows ur day? (tryin to act friendly)
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:

are youcan open cam (poor english!!)

pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
doesnt have one
HAA
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:

plz
what s name
?
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
judy
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
judy
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
uh huh
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
from?
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
taiwan
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
hmm
nice
ı m from turkey
really
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
wu... can it be eaten
HAA (ya i knoe its very very lame HRRHRR)
-_-
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
ı m hacker

but
you
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
uh huh
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
beautifull girl
how old are you
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
20
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
ah
süper
ı m 22
hehe
scholl ?
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
out of sch...
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
üniversty ?
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
for now...
is being a hacker fun?
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
yes
too
hehe
are you hacker ?
pew][i can hear someone's heart breaking?][musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com says:
wad fun do u get from being a hacker?
erm... i dunno how to be one...
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
(k)
hehe
ju ju~! says:
hrr hrr
u dun have to kiss me that much u knoe
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
hmm
yes
ju ju~! says:
so stop kissing k/
HA
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ winks:

Play "Kiss" (how gross can he get! ahhhhhh...)
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:

hehe
what time ??
there
july
ju ju~! says:
3.35am?
its judy not july (he totally MALU HIMSELF)
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
ok
ım sory
ju ju~! says:
(:
its ok... (no it isnt! )
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
judy
why
ju ju~! says:
so... so far how many ppl have u hacked already
just curious haa

there is alot of boring stuff so i cut short it...
ju ju~! says:
so how many ppl have u hack b4?
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
ı dontknow
ju ju~! says:
millions?
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
very very
ı think
2,000,000 mns
ju ju~! says:
wa
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
200 web
ıf are you want
for you
ı will can hack?
hmm
hehehe
web or mns
??
hmm
ju ju~! says:
izzit hard to hack?
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
yes web hack very hard
ı do 200 web
ju ju~! says:
u have to download a program to hack?

pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
hacked
yes
but
ı m write hack program
ju ju~! says:
wa\
thats kinna smart
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
yes maybe
hehe
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
your pic .
ı send you my pic
ok
but
oga
ago
u
ok
ju ju~! says:
wad if i say i dun really care haa :x

pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ just sent you a nudge.
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
hey
ju ju~! says:
uh huh
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
maybe
ı add you my orginal email
hmm
are you want ?
july (its JUDY LO!)
ju ju~! says:
hmm..
i dunno haa
pew][oh~give me my HAIRSPRAY!][~musicallyaweinclined.blogspot.com][ says:
what
ju ju~! says:
we shall see (:

anw... in the end i just blocked him... thats all folks!!

cousin's place

2007-09-07T12:03:00.001+08:00

i just simply love CLEMENTI! its so cooling and windy here lo!
it was fun spending time with my dear HOU cousin! haha

anw... i guess i am wasting my holidays so far... i could have gone working but i cant!
cuz i have a operation next wed... so i scare u knoe the timings cant be worked on and stuff... yeps if not... i am sure to take a part time job... hmm maybe after my op! HAA
for now i just slack, smile and wave! smile and wave HAA {i watched Madagascar last night}

(: nothing to blog on... just that i have been watchin too much friends that my brain is kinna full of chandler's jokes! HAHAMUHAHA! but i stil love Matt lebanc! so cute! ah
*faint... i would like to have a Italian bf or a Italian-Looking bf hrr.. see the diff?
WAHA... or a Hongkong one so he can teach me canto HAHA...

ithoughtwecanstillcommunitcatebutNO...haiiguessthistimeireallyhavetoputyoudown:(

notice!

2007-09-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

ha just wanna drop a small blog message...
(: i managed to get back my email account! dun ask me how... i didnt hack back!
i just ask for a verification password email and i reset it... anyway...
i managed to talk to the hacker last night... and i asked qsn like izzit really fun to hack? and he said yes.... anw i shall blog abt the chat log another time when i am free...

for now... i wanna pack my cupboard full of clothes AHHH!
so long ppl!...

girls nite out

2007-09-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

YEY! its de jie mei tao gathering again...
this time lurives, ju, char, sarah and me went K BOXING!
at cine leisure(the service pissed me off a bit)

anyway we had fun singing the songs tgt... those w.o de mic are also singing along or shall i say shouting along HRR... it was FUN!
anyway have been trying to get inspirations for coming out with my emo tunes...
hai but somehow there is no feel ah... wanna enter a song composing competition...
maybe i shall play something later see got inspiration anot... (: hai its hard!

oh... last nite i saw my stupid self on tv! hrr
thought chn U will cut off what i said but in the end... they end up cutting some of the rest and didnt cut any of mine... oh man~~! hai
but it was cool seeing yourself on tv hrr hrr even though i was on tv last time holding some SHE poster HRR... (: (:

today i guess is another day wasted... shall pack something in the night ba... yawn!
the best way to save money is to stay at home ba... hrr (:

ppl!

2007-09-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

please add my new msn account : - pew_yw@hotmail.com
my account kanna heck ah... and please tag me ur msn i will sure to add u!

FEVER!

2007-09-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

ahhh... had fever from last night till just now... Thank God i am OK already!
it feels terrible with a heavy HOT head... hai

didnt go StageArts didnt go for comm praise pract hai... dun like it when stuff like this ruin my schedule hai!!

alrite tata gng to slack b4 i sleep again.. (:
i dun like dreams esp when it reminds me of something that is not reflecting reality :(

watching alone...

2007-08-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

i tried movie watching alone today... the experience really kinna different from mass movie watching!
you really get to enjoy time alone... (: thats good! haha
i watched 881 while cuihui, Eugene, Eric, Ck, Ruby, ShiHui, Alicia, Valerie and mad watch HairSpray!

i really love watching movies!! HAA... even though its really a expensive hobby, you really get a lot from it if its a meaningful show like 881 HAA!
honestly i tink i have like retarded slow reaction tear glands HAA...
i cried AFTER she died not during her dying... Haa oh wondering wad i tokin abt? hrr the main female lead... Mindee Ong!! she acted in Moulmein High too!
she is like WA... her acting skills! WA... impressive two thumbs up!
i first time SEE crying till shivering! impressed...

i am so happy lin xiang ping is starring in a new local production call ZHEN XIANG!
hrr i guess many the plot a bit lame la... but i always like the SHOCK or THINKING look from LXP... hrr! she is acting as a reporter in search for a story where she stumble onto something mysterious... yeps (: looks like a ghost show but i guess they making it a bit CSI kind haa like u know... those typical police detective show... oh well i am watching it no matter wad!
EH ITS LXP VERY FIRST MOVIE LAY!!
ididn'texpectyoubochamnessiguessthistimethisthingisreallyover...youknowverywelliamwaitingbutsinceyouarethatbusythenfine
(:butijustdidntexpectyoutobegoingoffwithoutplanningtotellme...haihaihai

off i go to sleep... tata but my stomach is rumbling OH NO!!

my misses...

2007-08-29T03:50:00.000+08:00

蔷蔷

还记得你喜欢咬著我的手

给我你嘴里的球

要我陪你玩丢丢

你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵

窝在我的身旁

没有烦忧

在梦里遨游

好狗狗好狗狗

谢谢你陪妈咪这么久

你明明要离开我

是搬到天堂生活

蔷蔷你要记得我

你不要走丢

快快找到天使

在天堂给我(们)保佑

蔷蔷不要忘了我

还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友

你永远活在记忆中

if u all can remembered... i once had a dog name ANTONIO~
well this song reminds of him immediately...
but one thing i guess that ella is better den me is that at least she knows where is qiang qiang where else i have no idea whether Antonio is dead or alive? eatin well anot? missing us anot?
hai... i always scare that he will miss us till he wont eat or wad... hai... i heard of some dogs who do... hai i miss ANTONIO~~! and i totally agree that HE will forever be in our memories... (:

WEE WEE i miss you too... (: oh well... it will be long since i am gng to see u again...
i am going to have a paper in 5 hrs time! and damn i am not ready for it... hai really no mood cuz my heart is filled with the HOLS mood... (: and further more i really miss wee and antonio~ hai

HrrHrr

2007-08-28T14:12:00.000+08:00

Managed to watch HairSpray yesterday after OOP paper which was TWO THUMBS UP!
cuz i know the majority... hrr it came out exactly like the sample exam!! (:

sorry ppl i made a major major mistake... the second pic of keely rite... its not kelly ah its KEELY!!
k.... aiyo so paiseh.... she probably kill me if she saw that HRR
ok off to eat tata... tml is my last paper!! ahhhhhhhhhh thank GOd! afterwhich its my 7week hols hrr hardy har hut HAR HAR...~~

kiwi wee

2007-08-26T01:48:00.000+08:00

alrite as u all know.. she didn't win the overall! but she did won the girl overall (:
not easy u know... 4000+ppl emerge 2!
(i knoe my photoshop skills suck... i am just lazy to correct that la.. (:)
HAA proud of her that she did tried her best where else Shawn did kinna bad... not really bad, bad but not as good as he suppose to be i tink he is nervous ba.. (:

okok enuff of that...many of my friends finised their test already!! hai hai
hols mood lo... and AHHHHHHHHH the Kbox sickness is kicking in again... phew
may next week pass faster!!

wanna Thank God for providing me the last bus when i thought i missed my last bus! haa LOVE YA!!...

ONE DOWN... TWO MORE TO GO...
java and COS here i come!! haa.... i must KILL JAVA! MUST KILL!!... AHHHHHh!
Grey's Anatomy is really LOVE...!! i am so beginning to like issie's character... i heard SHE will end up with George in the 4th season GRAPS!! love love love...

p.s i got a recent hooked on CS! oh no!... ahhh

when stress makes me slacky

2007-08-24T04:44:00.000+08:00

i guess i will just go SLACKY every time i feel the stress...
when i was trying to sleep my mind just pictured myself on stage doing a stand up comedy!
isn't that weird or wad... was thinking to myself whether that routine and punchline is funny...
hrrhrr somehow i cant gauge my humor anymore.
either i am LAME or MORE LAME... :(

i manage to watch the first ep GREY'S season 3!!
the ep where issie got stuck on the floor...
i totally felt how izzit like to be stuck on the floor... maybe 65%!
somehow u got sucked in and u go slow motion but every thing ard you is fast moving...
and all u wanna do is to go back to the past BUT you cant...
the word is HELPLESS...
yey felt that when i had my HSP... and believe me there are nights that i cried so hard that there was no tears coming out. i was just stuck there on the floor [just that i got a bed in between me and the floor hrr... counted la]
kk time to sleep my brain seems to be NOT working... morning@

phew...a sign of relief

2007-08-22T13:43:00.000+08:00

hey people!i went home at 3am plus this morning.
Brian (sj's bro) send us home with his superb driving skills HRR hey it wasn't sarcastic.

The surprise was nearly perfect but oh well nothing is perfect. So i shall just take it by the stride (: be contented ha.
She came home at 12.40am and we were all [char, Nesh,Cheongwee, Wenquan, LouisYeo, Sherie and me!!] hiding at the kitchen with the cake. Due to many false alarms, the candles was all waxed-short when it reach Sarah.
She came into the house and shouted : WHY SO MANY SHOES!!?... all hiding in the room right...
so off she went to her bedroom... but we didn't know that!
we jumped up and SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY... and SJ's friends was luffing away saying"she is in the room!!"

opps... another false alarm... HRR... but when she came down she is still surprise la! (:
after which i asked her to search her house for her present (: yeps i hide all 18 present (:

TOMORROW is 4/2 WATER FESTIVAL DAY!! maybe we should like celebrate it annually(: HA
imagine 10 yrs down the road we are still celebrating this phenomenal festival of Yun Fang going mad,taking everyone's water bottle, and the innocent Gladys getting BACK SPLASH[derive from the word back stab] by Yunfang!

HRR oh well... i am beginning to like this month! its like full pack of memories even though its the crucial month for all o level takers! i guess at this very month 2 years ago, we were just on the peak of stress therefore in need of De-STRESSING! which explains Yunfang's MADNESS!... and Meiyee's WO YAO MIAN BAO[i wan bread] sydrome.

so i did STUDY ok... till 4am plus... was trying to figure out the integrals leading of the logarithmic functions hrr sound CHIM hor! and i tried many stuff that i thought its the correct method... but i still cant get it la... GAVE UP! went to sleep!
*i know i am toking about boring MATH, bear with me![roar HONEY]*
and i woke up 1plus and was just staring at it for 10mins i finally got the method!
HAA FLAGS are RISEN!! Fireworks Are flew in the sky! haa... i conquered INTEGRATION!

ok lame... tata off to bath (: yawn... in need of a Kbox session... :(

shh.... i got a secret!

2007-08-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

wads with all this secret nonsense going around ever since that jay zhou movie come out.

anw... its safe to blog about this secret now since SJ is out having BBQ now.
alright. her birthday is tml! and i gathered some friends and we are gng to wait under her house later to surprise her! hopefully we managed to surprise her...
cause you see... SJ is too smart for all this pranks, she always know what you are up to... or know at least something is going on...

so plan objective to catch her unexpectedly!
so we are willing to wait till 2am plus... just to spring a surprise HAA!
i prepared a 18th goodie bag! for hmm u can say all the lost years of birthday presents from her birth? haa...

it contains...
1.tissue
2.white choco
3.skipping rope
4.toothbrush
5.soft thingy
6.notebook DVD
7.eye mo
8.head rest
9.dice
10.sparkles
11.pen
12.sunflower
13.mineral bottle
14.cake
15.pjs
16.candle
17.socks
18.BIG CARD

and on each item there is a little msg on them!
some are memorial, comments, wishes... (:

shall tell u more abt it after the surprise eh?
may PROJ SSJ (surprise SJ) succeed

the one that my brain got fried...

2007-08-18T15:21:00.000+08:00

(: i studied computing maths last nite at sch!!
i went school at 1 but only starting studying at 4 HAA...
but at least i covered DIFFERENTIATION!!
now its left with integration...
after which i am going to revise overall!

if i still cant get my A for that... i got nothing else more to say (:
cause i tried my best ba!
eh its surprising that whenever its exam period and i am put in a STRESS MODE!
my inspiration tends to be MORE!!.... so far i composed 3 tunes! so happy!
(: it must be the rainy weather too that got me so emo-ish HAA...

oh ya referring to my topic, my brain got fried cause of maths...
its a wonderful feeling, at last u feel that your brain is working...
and it kills the sian-ness.. woosh!!

anw... a point i wanna make...

this is the grp photo taken on stage arts production!
and its in every SA-ers blog... (:
wondering why i am not inside.... I AM INSIDE just that i am in the MASSES...
i got squash when they said 1-2-3*squash*
oh well... Iqah wasnt inside too... :(
but anw....
using this photo! i wanna say... i miss them LOTS!!... having stage art's withdrawal.
every sat morning seems as if its lacking something....

pissed ah

2007-08-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

ytd was very tired and hungry!!
so i went to buy dinner!!
I asked the auntie to have my fries unsalted...
she looked at the uncle inside den asked me to tell the uncle instead..
but HE IS INSIDE!! how u expect me to tell...
so i jus kept quiet and i saw the uncle taking out a new batch of fries...
so i tried calling him but he didn't respond... AND BOOM... there goes the salt in...
de uncle next to me den say yes? wadever thing jus tell the auntie...

damn pissed la... cuz the auntie said OH the uncle add in liao...
wad kind of attitude!! den there was another uncle that try to make peace
so i said loudly... de problem is i tell the auntie but SHE DIDNT TELL AT ALL...
**** ahhhhhh.... was pretty mad... but now i am alright haa...

ok... i studied maths till my brain is fried! hai... phew... my weekends is full of programs... hai
i hate it when there is no proper dinner... :(

kiwi...

2007-08-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

WOOSH... kiwi went into the finals! so so happy for her...
2 fans that called 700plus didn't wasted their effort... (: phew...
as usual waited for her to come out to encourage her...
chit chat with her mom and bevie a bit while waiting for kiwi
kiwi really look like her mom man.. hrr
kiwi saved the best song for her last!! ping chang xin
a song that she sang at the third round of audition at TPY...

enjoy... haa she got super high score lo.. and today its the first time she thank the FC.... so gan dong.... (:

tml i gotta pia! study.. really wanna get a A this time
anw i can aim high high and drop not that low ma.. (:
whoosh!! have to study!!
p.s the blister on my middle finger is kinna painful!!.. :(

<<>> deep!!

2007-08-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun met up with han qin with ruth and deqi (:
i finally started studying math after so long... (:
so proud of myself wahahaha...

anw last night heart to heart talk session made me realize that i am a very very LOST GAL...
i have so much disbelief, i have problem trusting people, i am so troubled with my future!

-buggie issue has been going on after so many years... that i come to a point that waiting is my last resort... if not i shall just heck this friendship (: which i should have done it few years back... its your last chance dear...

-family issues(financially) whether should i take a part time job... but well part of the reason is because i need to save money to fulfill the goal of going Taiwan before 21... its more of a commitment. If i say i can do it, i will do it!!

-hobby issues, i hoped to get a dip in music composition. To like have a job as a passion more then a profession. i really hoped i can do that. Enjoy my job! (:
so its like... if i have to take up a course... it will cause money! that goes back to my money issue... whether to take a part time job or not...

conclusion: i decided i shall do this... but haha my mind is still like wondering off whether i should do this or that... which most of the time not a very good decision.
PRIORITY IN STUDYING!! finish my poly cert, with that i can work after my grad and with the money i shall go Taiwan first before embarking my journey of doing something i like... (: i really wanna do something i like before i turn OLD..

BUT... i always know God work in a very weird way... if he doesn't allow and wants me to follow his way... i will!! HEY! he is the boss ard here lay...(:

for a moment, i realize that i am fortunate in a way cause i can make my own decision and go after my DREAM, doing something i like (: God bless me!

ONE MORE THING!!
i am darn slow la... mel and jillian are tgt! it took me so long to realize that... hai... oh well i am too busy with production... i missed all the fun.. :(

(: ppl i am happy cause i love composing my feelings... (: muhahah

the greatest that i ever did... NOT!

2007-08-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

STAGE ARTS production is finally over...
i nearly cried when the curtain closed and everyone just start to hug each other!!
ah... pretty moment!!
3 months of hard work have finally paid off...(: everyone did their very best!
i am so proud of them... and i am so so so happy i got seniors that are so dedicated and passionate,their talks that motivated each and everyone of us!(: i really learn a lot from them(:

even though this time my role is minor... but i am very very super duper happy i am PART OF IT!!... OH MY GOSH!! its like one BIG FAMILY! hrr hrr
i love u guys lots la... (:
and i experienced many of my FIRST TIMES!

my first time...
-performing/acting in front of 100+ people...
-doing backstage work
-being part of a production (the ticket is so hot selling that ppl tried to photocopy the tickets...)
-making sara cry for this scene where she have to be sad... (i feel sad myself instead)
-committing into something whole heartedly!! (i finally experience the saying "reap wad you sow")

ok... its like i am physically tired BUT mentally awake. The whole production keep running thru my head... (: its just a awesome experience... i am so so glad i didn't quit!

(: now... on mon!! i went to MDC for CSS2 to support KEELY!
and its my first time seeing her sing LIVE haha... so happy...
i made her rmb my name... haha... she is so so cute.... (: WAHAHA...

the shirt that is done by keely wee FC... (:haha muhaha

minor motion sickness

2007-08-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

motion As in MOTION,moving but not MOTION ,shit ah...

wahahaha... OOP ended off early and we (me, shamin, melvyn, pegan, suet, maurice, don, kenneth)are now at blk S CS-ing...
seems fun so i tried... but i got the after effect of it man! hai motion sickness...
feel like puking... now i still contemplating whether to install de game...
shld i overcome it by playing more?? or shld i jus dun play at all... hmm
.
.
.
ok forget it!! wahaha (: final decision not gng to install...
listening to S.H.E's songs now... hai making me miss them more... i guess now most of Ambience ppl is having withdrawal problems... all no mood to do anything right?
anyway i was like looking at the grp pic of S.H.E and ambience.. and yeps la i am kinna disappointed that i am not in the pic... but wad to do... its not within my means... HAI
depress... :(

TODAY is the FINAL DAY to hand in our PROJECT!!
whee... happy finally the projects is over!! haha even though i completed it before hand... hrr
now... its left with 2 comman test paper and 3 major final exam!
eunice is really a NERD!...
(: alrite i have nothing more to blog about... its jus amazing that i didn't really know what to blog about but now.... wa quite alot hor...
oh ya one more thing!....

I LOVE MY BLOGSKIN!... my first S.H.E blogskin (: a tribute to them... yesh i am toking abt them again... sorry la! they just left ma... like on mon... hai... :( before i go... take a look at this lyrics written by HEBE... i guess so far i know 3 person who is exactly the same situation as this song...
说你爱我
下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

*说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

In smiles...

2007-07-31T13:18:00.000+08:00

(: here is pics of SHE's event
well the only event i didn't go is Kunion... i sure missed lots of fun! hrr
they played charades... and i heard that they had a great time and HEBE play until SIAO FENG DIAO... (went crazy) how cute...

Changi airport(arrival), BR 226/28.7.07(sat)/12.15++
pics not in yet... but hmm... they came and went off fast fast...

Max Pavilion Expo(fun concert), 28.07.07(sat)/6.30pm
They let us in at 6.30pm but the concert started at 8pm
sucky seats at first... but realize there is an area for normal seating that is quite in front so my friends and i went forward (: amazing concert... cause LIVE is really want we hear and its DARN GOOD!!... i got goosebumps when i hear HEBE sing "听妈妈的话" (part of a lyrics) of jie kuo...
and haha had a "touching" moment when they explain wad is the meaning of 老婆(wife) to them... The tickets is free by the way... HO HO HO i love H.I.M!

S.H.E singing 听袁惟仁弹吉他(listening to yuan wei ren play the guitar)

IMM garden plaza(autograph session), 29.07.07(sun)/1.30pm
(: its always very nice to see them so up close on stage (: wahahaha

9.33 live recording with S.H.E

Kunion @ kbox cine(fun party), 29.07.07(sun)/7pm+
i didn't go for this event... hai what a waste ;( but its okk ! (: haha
jus glad to hear theat S.H.E had fun whee!
"its been so long since i saw them play till so FENG" said one of my friends.

wow look quite a lot of people hor... so guai all sit dwn! whaha

All in SMILES

Ella still the same eh? like to make weird faces...

Changi Airport (departure), BR 225/30.07.07(mon)/1.10pm
(: glad i went cause my view of them from the outside of the premier check in area is DARN GOOD!... (:
after that i rushed back SCH to do the DMD E quiz.... we are given 30mins but i finished it in 5 mins seh... wahaha...

thats all..(: i am in smiles too!

its a mind is weak but body is still going situation

2007-07-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

(: haha.... i nearly didnt go for their departure!
but i glad i did... (: wonderful memories!
oh well... done they left lo.
its a fruitful morning.. wahaha.... managed to make them luff haha (: cute!

shouted: selina 公主(princess)
*sel nodded*
shouted: ella 皇上 (emperor)
*ella shocked*n said to sel: eh他们说我是皇上(eh they call me emperor)
*hebe n selina luffing like mad!!*
selina: 那Hebe是什么?
shouted: 太监(eunuch)
*ella n selina luffing wahaha, hebe erm chio-ing den turn ard and STARE!!*

wa fierce... scary...
(: cute... seldom that all of them not listening to mp3 and that Hebe not wearing shades...
so (: hee stay tune ah got pics...!
Tomorrow and Wednesday no school!! wahaha its a good thing seh.. wahaha (:
cause i can pia my COS and Computing Maths! wahaha
must jiayou lo... (:

have been re-watching this HK drama titled"hua yang zhong nian"
there is Charmaine sheh... haha its the first show that i watched that inspired me to be a creative director... (: hee oh well i wanna go watch it liao loaded le... (:
bye

S.H.E in town..

2007-07-30T00:51:00.001+08:00

yo~! whoosh... my "wives"is in town! and they are leaving later...
concert was HIGH DAO BAO! wahaha... out seating was not that bad after all...
like what i will always say... if the concert is GOOD! every part of the concert hall will be HIGH regardless whether u are near or far far far far*fade out*

its the very first time that S.H.E organize a free concert!! in max pavilion some more, expo there.
wow! and i heard that people like wilson[css2],keely[css2] and diya[pss2] were there...
S.H.E de mei li wu fa dang!
and the concert was really touching at the end... hai sigh.. paiseh memories... when they talk abt the meaning of "wife" to them.

auto session
was very well done... didn't really que till very xing ku... good job crew ppl muhaha!
not as xing ku as last time... its a good thing that its held in the afternoon also... no need to que that long...(: (: its just great to see them after so so long.... hai... they are still as cute as ever!
(: (: (: this time experience is full of gan chu... didn't realize i like them so much haha...

ok next music proj in mind is.... i am gng to write a song to reply Hebe's song... shou ni ai wo...
so stay tuned.. ah...

personal to music blog?

2007-07-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

alrite... i guess i am like combining my personal blog with my music blog...
(:(: just alrite...
so first song to kick off...
hmm... i guess i shall share my very first well liked English song...!
this song has 2 versions.... chi and eng
but haha de eng is more well liked... anyway....

its an old recording... so... de sound quality is bad and mistakes can be found too...
cant find the time to re-record... so sorry guys...

Love of my life
Composed and written by: Eunice Yee

I was afraid just to testify
My love for you, see it through my eyes
Waited for the time best for you and me
As I will confess my love for you

*saying that I will miss you
Everyday I will call you
Wishing that one day you would be the love of my life
Hoping you could understand me
Waiting for the chance to come true
I love you do you love me too?

Experience life without you by my side
Wondering when I should just give up on you
Do I have the choice of loving you?
As I will make my choice renew

Finding a chance just to make you realize
The feeling I have right deep in my heart
Focus more into my eyes then you can see my love inside

Hope u guys like this song (: hee.... i composed it when i was erm.... sec1?
just took up composing so i was kinna simple... and then... i didn't know a lot of chords yet
so i just came up with whatever i know and go with the flow.... bye peeps
its a busy period... just finish projs THANK GOD~! tata...

(:

2007-07-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

haha... its been a tiring weekend... sat was very tiring...
yeps we did surprise charline!...
de plan was this...
she will spend most of the day from morning to afternoon with ben, bf at escape
after which he will blindfold her and send her to settlers...
which we will be there haha to sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
and we really had fun playing taboo.. muhaha
ju is like addicted to that game...
wahaha

we then went clark quay and took pics in front of the fountain~!
haha... we love cam whoring...
so so... hazel and eileen then left us, sj char levees ben ju and me went to cine...
and wanted to CHECK IT OUT the pool table... and haha we saw lurvies's sis! amanda.. haha... pool table not available so we went to tok tok and drink drink at this 24hr cafe... yeps

(: its was fun ah seeing them..

i love friendster...

2007-07-18T02:15:00.000+08:00

ok... its really a good site...
i guess its like the one of the ways to stay in contact with your friends...
muhaha... and i am so so glad to see my seniors ah, friends that i drifted away from or friends i seldom tok to now... is living good lifes!
and each profile that i read brings so so much memories...

and honestly speaking... i realise i learn a lot from bball.
i rmb that when i was sec1 i was super lazy...
when it comes to trg, i very slack la... dun wanna run fast and stuff
and i rmb that we have to do DA SHUANG REN...
its like u have to pass the ball to each other and lay up... across the court...
but coach only allow us to pass 3 times... therefore u have to run fast...
and i was paired with my senior who apparently run VERY FAST!
so to like u know... complete the task i have to run fast lo... haha

anw... we keep failing la... cuz me la slack...
until she told me this (translated from chi): "u must understand if u run fast, u will receive the upcoming ball and then u can pass the ball back to me..."
and its like i was enlighten like that... haha
i learn that... in other to attain something... a goal or wad ever... u first have to put in effort... in that case... fun FASTER!!

so haha... i do miss those days.... trg is like HELL... but haha its great that i survived... hai... missing AES bballers.... seniors, teacher and coach...
nites peeps
am nervous... cuz AHHHHH my first presentation in NYP.. have to wear formal...!
hai hai...

sick again...

2007-07-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

now when will i ever stop being sick~!
hai... didn't go stage arts today... i bet i missed all the great fun...
neither did i go sentosa with pegan and gang...
my throat is like itchy and dry at the same time... argh hate this feeling.

i am 90% done with my cs and pd proj... whoosh wad a relief.
now left with java and df~! hai hai hai...
STRESS can...
stressometer 100%
was toking to sam the other nite... thanks gal fro comforting me... (:
there are other things that is causing this stress to increase to...
the mission C, i hope it doesnt fails... i am so broke la... and i will be even broke after mission C~! oh man~!

I went to support lun tat, shamin, valerie and SJ ytd nite...
its so so nice~! de concert...
i glad i came... my fav piece of that nite was.... i need to be in love performed by bedok north sec.. the saxophone solo is so so nice...
but i still feel that he shld play it with my FEELING... u know feeling... very impt~!
that is why i love the instrument saxophone!!
hrr.... i am currently watching videos of CARPENTERS...
hrr i fell in love with the song TOP OF THE WORLD...
i rmbed that when i was in pri3 i loved the song so much that whenever i cant sleep in the nite... i would wake up and copy the lyrics from the music book to a piece of paper.. (: hee
why is carpenters called carpenters? haha i asked myself then... izzit cause they are part time carpenters? muhaha
realise cuz their surname is carpenters MUHAHA... so LAME~!

its been kinna long...

2007-07-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

yeps its been kinna long since i blogged...
u know rite haha i have been watching my HIT counter actually...
it increased abt 70+ almost everyday.. but my tag board is stagnant!!
PPL PLEASE TAG OK... haha~~!
if not i feel that i am at ghost town...

i didnt go for eric's steamboat ytd... down with cough~!
ah i hate cough... when i sing i can feel the green stuff wanting to come out... GROSS!
mad is coming over later to do the PD proj...
i am not done with my CS presentation slides...
i have not touched on my DF and OOPP~!
stress... its time to be hype up man... hoo hoo~~!

haha AH HUI POTATO is such a ass... she is funny la... HRR HRR
not lame funny but HAHA funny... so adorable ah... (:
i found a cool site... or rather pegan intro me to it.....

Ambigrams are words or phrases that can be read in more than one way or from more than a single vantage point, most commonly right-side-up and upside-down.

this is my name upside dwn... from this way it loooks like EUNICE

and from the other way it looks like yaweii...

passion is back...

2007-07-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

my passion for music is back somehow...
its been awhile since i felt this way...
when i played bass for service today... i really love GOD and really want to praise him with all i got and i am holding a bass then... haha DUH!
and i felt this VIBE in me... WA i enjoy that feeling of praising God with Music!

i love music and God.. its a wonderful thing created by God to praise him... really! (:
and i am like contemplating whether i shld open a music blog to load all my songs that i composed... (:
well jus a thought..

CS the other day

2007-07-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

whee... went SA and yeps it was fun but tiring but HECK.. its FUN! haha

CS on wed was hilarious haa.... our class is really very fun compared to the others haha

for u to enjoy... i am sorry if u dun find it funny... cuz KEITH is really lame!!
haha and loading this up is a risk... PPL may complain that i put lame stuff online... haha

(: enjoy peeps.... Nigel's speech coming up next...

MUHAHA....

i have been listening to S.H.E's old album songs.... and i nv grown tired of their songs!
how is this possible? hmm.. haha this is the power of S.H.E haa...
anw i got back my results for java... as expected i got 10 upon 20
cuz qsn 1 i totally forgot how to execute the file and so i got zero for that session
and qsn2 haha so happy to say i got full marks!! muhaha
even so... hai... i could have got FULL MARKS! EUNICE AH...

alrite that is all for today! CS proj is almost done except for the power point slides
btw the teacher is giving us only 3 mins to present! goodness where got enough
i guess she wants more time so SHE can talk... she is really talkative la and gan chiong...
my whole class dun like her... not in the sense like HATE kind of thing
but irritating kind of thing... hai hai hai!

Carls junior again

2007-07-04T23:29:00.001+08:00

supposedly, tabi shld come too.. but something cope up and she couldn't turn up
poor her.. tc ok!
i had fish burger... yum~! carl's rawk.. but it is EX man... :(
kren aka fishball gal and joshua aka NEW AGE CHARMER... wad a mr nice guy!

aft which kren drove me to her hse... and i visited MR phish... so sorry abt your injury... she was rushing home to shit :x
she den dropped me off at sixth ave to go home! while she met her friends for supper..
she sang me 2 jay chou's song... the only CHINESE song she knows... wad a POTATO!!
haa cute.. i got videos shall upload when i got that time!!

the fishpond is very near the door la... hai... i got fish pond forbear!!
green shoes... haha my new green shoes... its like one of the greatest thing that happen to me recently.. thx jie... (:

its more then it meets the eye...

2007-07-04T02:32:00.000+08:00

i watched transformers... and it rawks~!
i am like so passionate when i watched it... (:
nice storyline, very usual kind of storyline la... the cartoon~! haha...
nice actresses, megan FOX is really very hot!
nice action scene, wa... voom here and there!! but head jus keep moving up down left right
nice animation graphics, very real lay!! haha and they transform on the spot not like the cartoon... go to another dimension transform den come back...

(: its nicer den spiderman 3!! hahamuahah.... but i still like the emotional aspect of spidey...
haha the elements is the same la... both losers having HOT gf.. (: hrr
but transformers touch on FRIENDSHIP too... the part where bumble bee is capture...
wa its kinna touching....

humor elements is very funny too... haha
i am happy!! eunice is happy... i like to watch movie! cuz the screen is so big and i tend to get suck into the big screen and imagine myself inside the movie... (:
grin!!

FINALLY...

2007-06-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

yeps 2 papers are done~!
its been a while since i blogged also...
i didn't really sleep last night... OK i didn't sleep at all!
was studying through the night.
The table at the LT is really low la... have to bend down to write and my neck is so stiff... ACHING seh...

anw after the papers our last paper COM MATHS... melvyn, suet, pegan, ah hui and me walked down to amk hub to eat haha...
I AM PLANNING TO GO K BOX TML~! yesh... finally!
i need to satisfy my cravings... going with eric, cui hui, jieying and ck... hmm(:
new k box partners...
BUT I GOT A MAJOR PROBLEM~!
i am sick~~ so that means my voice is like HOARSE... and my nose is like BLOCKED...
alright i am gng to sleep early tonight... and drowning myself with LEMSIP~!...

i wanna eat something hot now... no one is at home and i am alone... haha~!
maybe i shld start on my comm skills proj which is kinna lame...
"present yourself as a best friend"
where got ppl self-praise one...
OK ANIME HERE I COME...s

thru my hardest time

2007-06-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

emo times... this song wasnt there...
but it came after i was OK... and it made me feel better...
(: i guess it came at a right moment... being low and stuff (:
so i am like passing on to those ppl who needs it...

习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切

你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配
为你在狼狈
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费

你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配
和命运作对
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
一直以为
我是后卫
原来只是
那后备

sianzation

2007-06-24T01:41:00.000+08:00

not because i am the one who is SIAN...
but i am toking to jieying on MSN who is SIAN!...
not that it is SIAN to talk to her...
but i can feel her SIAN mood from here... yeps over this side of XIAO YA!

HAHA i am back from Malacca and i am so glad i am back in Singapore!
i really miss Singapore a lot... friends, food, weather and my bed.
i guess i am not only missing Singapore alone but it is my comfort zone that i am missing...

bla bla bla enuff!<---(note:are all underlined with red dots... ) i shopped and ate alot! i went over to the S&K shop there to visit LAOPO! haha S.H.E of cuz... i saw this marvelously picture of HEBE... in her long straight hair... which is very rare, most boards of her now is short or her hair tied up. so i decided to take a photo of it... BUT THE STAFF DON'T LET ME.... even though i said : just one pic!!... SIAN!!!.... Singapore's S & K is so so much better la... not that their service is good but they let me take pic of S.H.E hee hee hrr...MUHAHAHA!
ok enuff of ZI-HIGHING...

there all 3 songs playing in my hair constantly when i got there...
sorry la i dun have MP3player so i cant feed my music cravings...
those 3 songs are....
NI BU AI WO by kang kang as X
YOU QING KA PIAN by yuki hsu as Y
CAI HONG TIAN TANG by liu gen hong as Z
and with
X + Y + Z= GREAT MAJOR CRAVING FOR K BOX!!

alrite... enuff of saying my cravings out which i feel so much better now after saying it out...

Malacca has a K BOX...
its just a small area...
EUNICE: EH LOOK GOT K BOX LAY (sarcastic way)
karene looked in and said: WA REALLY A BOX AH...

HAHAH... MUHAHA
its a small area maybe like smaller den my living room and its like karaoke rooms are separated into 6 cubicles... with fake walls like cupboard...
hee... its funny!

nites... opps MORNING!

the one with the holiday mood...

2007-06-21T15:31:00.001+08:00

yeps really having a HOLIDAY MOOD!
how to study??
anw i got pictures of myself when we were doing brownies
there are more pictures though.

(: the brown dough is made from cocoa powder, flour, sugar and water!
we made a mistake while doing the mixture for the brownie.
supposedly to add vanilla essence, cocoa powder, sugar and eggs then u subsequently mix in the flour and butter...
but haha we add all of the flour with the cocoa powder...
so we redid the whole mixture...
and with the flour+cocoa mix... i added water haha!!

really i dunno wad is going on in my mind when i was doing that!
haha.. its like the only thing i remembered is that i am HIGH!! totally SELF HIGH!
flvfn&*^Gpiugt86r3b&%puy7t%#A*(&Cjb bwhahahahwahahah

wondered why my face is cropped out? haha my eye blinked ah... so its ugly...
lets have a closer look at my creation okk...

haha i feel as if i am back at kindergarten playing with my PLAY DOUGH!
MUAHAHA

alrite i am gng to pack my bag and off i go to meet gloria...
Malacca here i come... i am so going to shop!!

eunice's idols...

2007-06-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

side note: i dunno why... but i jus feel like bloggin i knoe.. haa many times eh... too free i guess... hrrhrr

anw... back to the topic...
eunice very first IDOL fav singer and actress is
周慧敏！vivian chow...
haha i rmb watchin this movie of her as a singer and during a gang fight (she was kidnap)she got blind... haha very lame storyline but haha the ending is very touching.

a mv of her... haa ya very cliche haha MTV ON STAGE!! haha so retro man...

郑秀文 sammi cheng!!
she is like the ULTIMATE man! like her till now... hoo hoo!!
unique voice plus plus...simply love her acting man! haa.... (: (: (:
she is such a LOVE...

this is from a movie of her with leo ku "ai ni ai dao sa shi ni"(illing me terribly)
very very nice! my fav show of her so FAR..
haa take note at 0.48 sec of the mv there is leila tong haa...

wa i simply love this part of the movie bai den bai gan jue...
and haha she was faking to play the guitar haha... retro man! check out her hair hrr!

ok la dun ruin her pretty image...

nah this wil help! (: heehee

佘诗曼

she acts really well hoo hoo....
haha that is abt it... eunice's all time fav idols... retro rite!

ya and u shld knoe eunice's current favorite... haa!

boom boom boom... BYE HAHA...

The one when eunice finally ate thai express

2007-06-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

Met Hongkai, joshua and KREN!
ate THAI EXPRESS... hmm yum yum! i had this curry soft shell crab thingy!
super yummy can! haha i can imagine meiyee drooling...
caught up with each other...
man i love catching up sessions like this! haa
and yeps they were reminded of me dropping into kren's fish pond!

haa GREAT NEWS.. at least i know that kren's fish is not dead...i merely BRUISED it!
i will pay my respect to MR FISH.. i am sorry! shall bring u PHISH FOOD alrite? haha
er...
i still cant get a hold of a pic of my new hair...
its kinna wild... bisexual cut hrr... many ppl liked it... many ppl didnt liked it...
well its subjective...haha
ppl EUNICE WANTS A CAMERA HAHA... :( forget it...

hrr hrr... i miss kren!... i miss serve... i miss jude...and i miss GOD!

chocolatety DAY!

2007-06-20T01:41:00.000+08:00

hrr jan,kenneth, mad came over to my place to bake brownies! from scratch!
no premix ok!... anw shall blog abt it another time..!
we got pic... tons of them! hoo hoo... soon ppl

coming up events...
meetin up with kren tml!
haha i am so so HAPPY! so cool.. dude! miss her alot!
lindsay, hong kai, josh is gng too!! haha

Malacca trip! fri to sat...
so i am gng to disappear for a while ppl... okk
gng with the power ppl and sis ma aunty flo!

ok i am gng off...
haha i wanna pimp my desktop to be like mac! haha

seeking talent

2007-06-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

somehow i am seeking talent inside of me...
something that will boost my confidence!
yeps but no matter wad i am still special in God's eyes... and i am happy to know that!
i am in a very shopping mood... but i am so so broke la!
haiyo... God drop down money on me...

norah jones is so so talented and pretty! aw... heart melts like ice cream...

went sch to study... mama asked me whether i did really studied....
i DID ok! haha
anw saw some funny videos by jyue.. hoo hoo she cracks me up!
there was this time we were playing the guessing number game...
1. tink of a number from 1 to 10
2. at the count of 3, say the number out
3. objective- izzit the same... test our MO QI...

so yeps jilian and me played that game...
and we thought of the same numbers
3 times in a row...!!
so physcne!! haha
3.....7.... 9..... AHh

alrite i dun have the mood to bake lo... and i have to do the personal development project tml!
its very SIAN JI PUA.... hai hai hai BANG GANG!

i have fallen in love with curry rice! i dun mind eating it everyday... really! aw its so so nice can!!
muark!!

real like....

2007-06-18T05:40:00.000+08:00

kor vincent showed me this site...
AUDREY KAWASAKI
and i am so so... i dunno how to say... i guess i am speechless!
her painting really make me feel so at ease... its hand painted!! JAW DROP!

everything is done on wood... and i feel the texture really breathe life to the pic!
its jus so real like....

(: i am happy that u missed me haa, that is not wad i expected.... nevertheless it kinna ache my heart again...

i really appreciate...

2007-06-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

DF proj was like a failure to me hrr i dun understand a single thing...! ah
i rather spend time doing my OOPP project which i am currently doing now haa...
google on class diagram to get summarize version, my notes is like so jumpy! jump here and there... making me so so blur haa

anw... had lurch with ki ki (gloria), my kor vincent, grace, esther,liwei haa
at 6 dollar shop! haa its been so long since i have been there! i miss the food there haa! that shop is jus filled with many many happy memories... (:
as u can sense now that eunice is kinna happy...

my mood is obviously more happy after not tokin to that person haa...
its mean la but i dunno its kinna true. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAHUI JIE JIE! I LOVE YOU!

ya its a birthday but she is not in Singapore... she is at batam for a family mission trip... yeps God bless her (:

alrite tata back to work... whoosh

being happy...

2007-06-16T03:02:00.000+08:00

Isnt being happy is very impt (: haa
well i had a amusing and entertaining evening with my dear Esther Sng... haa
she is very cute la... web cam with her...
ok... i heard that SINCE WHEN EUNICE GOT WEBCAM!?
hmm i have a mic though... so i jus look at her and she look at my retarded DP...
haa

i asked her to pose for this one... haa
she claims its ugly looking... haa RUBBISH! damn cute can...
guys out there she is young cute and SINGLE... ahahahahhaa
hee... so watch out for this slot haa... if u wan her number hoo hoo
and her dog is so so cute!!
her dog is a MALE but it behave so feminine... haa cute DOGGY!

alrite... eunice is gettin happy... i jus read thru my last few post didnt mean to be so emo! haa... it jus HIT ME.. u know the monthly BUG thingy.. and some F-ing situations i am facing now... haa

so long kids...

the hardest thing....

2007-06-15T15:57:00.000+08:00

Chorus:
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry

I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

no mood to go out haa...
anw i nearly killed my xiao ya... i downloaded a crack and shit there was TRONJAN!
so i panic.... quickly i deleted all the cookies and stuff... scan thru my lappy with the anti virus thingy....
and its gone... but i scare it will return... den really SIAN JI PUA...

haa... thanks jillian... for being there showing care.com you know wad i mean haa
(: seems like we come from same.com...
okok its lame! hrr hrr hrr hrr...
back to my books...

2007-06-15T02:50:00.000+08:00

haa wad the hell...
you dun even see me (: hello! i am here u know...
wadever...

the girl that has broken wings....

2007-06-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

"sorry that it ended out like that" i said...
i tot i will be fine...
but i guess when u came into MSN... i had a big urge to talk to u ah...cause i really miss u...
so i did and haa it made me feel worse.... oh well...
fresh wound got torn again... HAA ouch...
its really not your fault...

anw...
went meet suet and her fren ah rong to bugis... and we ate fish and co.
yum yum but haa recently i dun like creamy stuff i realise... very je-lat ah!
makes me very very full
after which we headed to sch to study...
visited SJ at cheers haa... really man they really liven up cheers! hee
its like more lively now...
i studied... compile notes for dmd... which is damn alot la... wa liew!!
chp 1 to 6 la... kaoz. (*^&%$@#@^^#)@#@@$%^

hee i am very influential!! now miss suet is addicted to drum mania...
haa before that was melvyn, janice, quek
hrr... cool man... (:

once again i was reminded.... OUCH...